Trust/Believe/Faith

Hi everyone! *Waves like a crazy woman* hehehe. How was your weekend? :> Mine was great with the companion of my cousins. Fast forward and school started again, dragged myself out of bed. I bet everyone did, no? Hehehe. Art was fun! Guess what? I got this baby to accompany me this whole year:


It was an award winning camera! Cool or cool? Hehehe. Though it's not really 'mine', it's still 'mine'! I'm so glad I took Photography major.


This is my mama.


Mama and Mummy.


So today is the most happening one for me. Just in summary, it sucks. Honestly, sometimes I wonder why the hell am I stuck in this rut when it's not my problem? Being the middle person is never easy.


Let me give you an example:

A and B quarrels.
A tells me... "B hor... very ugly and disgusting etc etc .... don't tell B at all ah!"
-Okay won't tell-
B asks... "A got tell you anything about me not??"
Me..."Nope"

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A and B become friends again.
B asks A:"That time quarrel got tell Chloe anything?"
A says"Yeah, told her everything, she never tell you meh?"


Woah like get betrayed only. Ask me don't tell yet say I never tell meh? HAHA LOL WTF. In conclusion, it's just very hard to be standing in the middle. You get it? I hate and never wanna be the middle person but the reason why I'm the middle person is because A, B and C are all my close friends. WHY MUST I BE THE LINES TO THE TRIANGLE? Why must there be lies behind the three dots? Can't everything be a tad bit clear cut? Best still, free flow to me. And because now B is hurting both A and C, how can I the lay man just stay still?

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But everything will still come to nothing, because whatever a girl tells her best guy friend, her best/close guy friend will never heed her advice. Talk about trust. -_- FOR EXAMPLE, I'm best friends with X, and X has serious attitude problem. But Y my best friend likes her, I tell him all her bad points, you think he'll give a fuck to what I say? NO. He want to experience it himself, AIYA after all, I shouldn't have been so kaypo in this fucking triangle relationship right? How can a triangle be a square? Why should I even bother so much when no one appreciates it? To the extend of even backstabbing me to the other, and you think I don't even know. Guilty much? Awesome. Fuck it. The more I blog about it, the more angry I get. I was supposed to be 'calm' but fuck it. When I think about it, I can see your both faces going "I WILL STILL LOVE HER NO MATTER WHAT YOU SAY" and her face going "SO WHAT IF I WANT TO PLAY THEIR FEELINGS?" FUCK IT. Tomorrow is the last day that I'm going to have a fair share in this triangle, thereafter, please stop sharing THOSE problems with me. I CAN'T HELP YOU. BECAUSE ALL 3 OF YOU DON'T TRUST ME. The least I had in the 3 of you were faith or believe in. But it's all gone the moment the truth was out. What truth you question? Ask one another lah, ask who betray who k. Enjoy, I know life will be better when I'm out. BAI.


Zzz, emotions blast! K........ changing my mood, Saturday I will be able to see A _ _ _! Yes! I'm so excited, been a week I last saw him. And the last I saw he went off early :( Bangz, so I'm super looking forward to tuition! Plus tuition passes super quick lah..... K k k. Next post I'll blog about love miscalculations okay haha :/ I love cmg.

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I'm washing my hands of you and your problems girl. To the other two, sorry.


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