CHLOE IS FEELING SO LOW TODAY ):

today nothing much happened in school after i went back , everything seems the same . i just feel like killing myself ): everything changed so much.

Very firstly ,

Calista sweethearts , please don't be sad anymore ): i really don't wish to see you so sad. It hurts me so so so much. I feel like crying now already. He's not worth it . I love you and it's enough. Like always , i promised i'll be there for you. You're the very first in my heart . Iloveyou . yes the

most {; we'll be as close as possible am i right ? :D. sweetheart is so deeeply loved ♥♥♥

Amicell baobei baby , you also don't sad ah . i don't wna drift from you anymore ): we suddenly like so stranger now ): i don't want that . really , you know our love will be strongstrong hor ? :D. meet up soon , cause it's NO drifting for us. you mean so much to mean and you know i still love you as much alotalotalot right ? :DDD. It's this love with you that i never wanna lose. you're so god damn important ♥♥♥

husband , stop treating me so cold please ): you really hurt me this way DDDDD: th way you look at me is not th way that you used to . maybe you liked someone else alr , but i'm still you friend right ? ): i love you still . i promise i do ♥

ALVINTAN SPERMYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY ! ):

you're th one that disappoints me most , let's see WHY ? because you changed the MOST D:

i don't like it , i really don't ): after you went with her you changed alotalotalot.

you know what ? you're th BEST BOY FRIEND i ever had (': i promise.. be it you with calista or not , i want th old you back ! :(

i really want th old you where you could listen to call my craps and when i'm at th lowest point(s) of my life. you used to be a greatgreat friend. i don't wanna lose a good friend like you , what am i without the few of you ? I'm nothing without you people that are precious to me. Remember how you used to help me ? :'X. & when you and calista had quarrels , i always sided you .

why ? because i trusted you . i really did . no matter what i helped you say good words because i believe you wouldn't do certain things. whenever i had secrets or some things i dont feel like telling others i told you right ? WHY ? cause i trusted i really did trust you alotalot in th past . now that' th old alvintan is gone , who am i to share my secrets with ? what am i gonna do when i get bullied ? who i am gonna shout at on th phone ? I REALLY MISS TH OLD YOU D:

As a friend , i really hope you'll come back soon. Because you're my best boy friend and it's something i wished it'll never change ...

is it the end ? why am i feeling this way ? just leave me alone , please luh stop spamming my blog _!_ . i have no mood to care anymore )))):

LATELATE REPLY OF TAGS.

Sweethearts ! :(
th way you told me how you felt on the phone just now it really hurts me ):
th way alvin treated you D:
I used to side him always thinking both of you were at fault in anything.
But maybe it's all his fault x(
The way you cried to me , the way you told me your sadness makes my heart break into so many pieces D:
I really dont wish to see you that sad ): it's soso sad ! I REALLY DONT LIKE HIM AND HER.
it's ten months of relationship you know , do you bear to really let her go ?!
and moreover you go stead with hannah , it really hurted calista so much ):
i dont like you being with her , i dont know why ):
you seem to change alot after you go with hannah , really as a friend you changed.
CALISTA KANG, I TELL YOU. ALVIN TAN DON'T LOVE YOU.
JUST FORGET HIM, ;'D
SWEETHEARTS, HAVE ME ENOUGH K ! :'D ILOVEEEYOU . 290507 always ;

Baobei baby DDDDDDDD:
FORGET VINCENT K.
ITS ALRIGHT, it'll be over soon.
you know i love you can alr am i right ?
Boys are kuku only la.
don't cry anymore (:
Iloveyou ;DDDDDD

uoyevoli ♥



i can't help but break down and cry .

I didn't go school today either . Was feeling much better actually . Just that there was alot of homework on monday that i didn't do . So go school will get scolding might as well don't go and relax at home ;D . & i know you people in school miss me right ? xD Yesterday i didn't know what i was typing to anyone when i was online and when i was blogging . So maybe i had crap-ed . so sorry . lol . It's because i took the medicine and it stated that it might cause drowsiness. Now i just took my medicine , so i guess in half hours time i would be in an illusioned world . & i've to go rest . So now i quickquick blog . LOL . Yesterday was some special day with some special people (:

Happy 8th Months Calista Kang , my most beloved precious sweethearts ♥
I promise i'll always be here for you like i always do.
don't keep say no one else is as tiongxim as me ,
for i know you're important to me (:
I know now you're at your lowest point of time as manymany things happened.
don't be sad , you know as i chatted with you on the phone ,
i could feel the sadness you had . He's a bastard forget him ok ):
And you'll always have me with you , maybe you' all will be fine soon.
I dont' wish to see you sad anymore ):
it really did break my heart so much . We'll be meeting soon right ?
I hope you cheer up , remember ; anything can share with me as i'll always be there for you.
x. 290507 this special date .
I'll keep it in my heart endlessly , wholeheartedly , faithfully , truly , madly , deeply ♥

Happy 6th Months Tiffany Boon Jing Yi , supercutecute ! :D
this six months had past so fast lor !
We were once soso close but we drifted , it's okay la
we'll get back one right ? :D
hahs , you know i love you hor ? :DDD
must takecare loads of care and last long k !
Iloveyou so deeeeeeeeep ♥

Back to today (:
Juliet is going somewhere today , hahs nothing will happen.
I'm so bored .
Chatted with sweetie . suddenly she knew who i liked -.-
VERY BORED. LOL.

Baobei Baby , don't so sad already please ):
cheerup k D:
I LOVEE YOU ♥
why all the boys all so kuku one uh .
zzz , ILOVEYOU ENOUGH OK. :'D

late replys of tags , sorry uh i very lazy zzz. :D

VERY SICK NOW T.T
Went school on 28/01/08
Nothing muched happened just that i was soso sick :/
Today didn't go school went doctors.
got my MC for two days.
Onlined chatted with alistair and Jianhao.
Alistair was skipping school ? now very sick.
Still have flu , cough , fever , antobiotics to eat .
Maybe tomorrow also not going school.
& that means vivian juliet , i'm sorry i don't think i can make it.
If i really cant make it , friday meet can ? :x
much apologies and loves .
takecare people don't fall sick , it's so unbearable :/

What hurts most was being close friends -



CHLOE ♥ PHYLLIS :D



Happy Belated Birthday Mr Ong , LOL.

Okay , promised to upload those photos and i did luh okay . tsk .
pissed off with my class la okay , you all don't want friend me or whatever shit you all do la . As if i give a fuck if you all wants to be my friend like that -,- . Good lor , now all got back up la , good for you all k . do whatever you all want , cause i can tell you all honestly ok . No matter how good you all treat me or whatever , i'll NEVER thank you all for that . Treat me bad for all i care . Is that how a class should be cooperative you all ownself think la. Everytime only know how to put the blame on others. I also said before ma , i not saying i very EHSAI. But you all buaysai mai step ehsai leh . & i said alr i'm weaker in every damn thing in th class. I can admit i'm one of the last three express students in the class. Everything also can fail one la. You all don't hafta use those type of deepdeep english talk to me what. & JUST BECAUSE YOU ALL TREAT ME BETTER THEN LAST TIME , it doesnt' mean i'll treat you all better. Last time cause i like very good to bully then after i stead with xg then you all think like i have back-up so don't wanna come touch me . Now try to be good cause you all think i closer with people that got gang. Don't tell me you all don't think this way luh ok. please la , just fuck th hell outta my life. It would be much appreciated that you all don't let me burst my brains out. !@#$%^&*()!@#$%^&*().

Yesterday was me and rayner papa's 5th month :D. also with XiaoM swt & denise twindarl`
Rayner Heah Rui Yang ♥
You're my most beloved papa ok ! :D heh heh .
iloveyou so so so much , and thanks for always being here for me when i need ya.
you so precious to me and i'll never leave papa k.
& if you ever leave me , i piak you on your face xDD.
Go get mummy for me , don't make me a single parented child for too long la :x
haas , muchloves to you k.
Counting on many many years of father&daughter relationship (:

Today is Baobei baby & goodboy's 5th Month too :D.
Last long k ! :D Iloveyou baby , haas :)

AmicellSohHuiRen ♥
Baobei baby ! Imissesyou so much ok ! forgotten me alr la you ! X3
I still love you as much ok :) , you mean more then anything to me & i swear
iloveyou more then anyone else . Must meet me soon hor , rmb our promises
& wo men de yue ding on valentine day uh !
ILOVEYOU ENDLESSLY, WHOLEHEARTEDLY , FAITHFULLY :)

Back to yesterday agains , was sms-ing * .
I really don't know who he loves now ):
sighed , it all seems wierd . what hurts most.
I've been waiting not that you don't know :(
from today i shan't msg you or whatever shit . only if you do then i'll reply.
Iloveyou , ALOTT. ♥♥♥

Today was ok slept till quite late then chatted with Juliet ! ♥
Iloveher so much ok :) :)
btw , relink her HERE (:
help her changed her stuff then BRB.
haas , so bored not going out today though , ROT AT HOME ! :D
LOL . allalalalals ~

Way back to friday .
I guess you've alr made a choice between me and her .
It's obvious that our months of friendship , cannot even measure up to your
2 weeks of friendship with her . It hurts alot though.
you don't treat me like a friend .
You said alot of things which were indirectly already making your choice.
i'm so disappointed in ya.
i guess you've forgotten th times we had D:
I'll still love you as a friend muchmuch. sighed. )':
i don't wanna lose you. you're the bestest friend ever)):

Reply of tags :

MELODIE : haas , thanks . Iloveyou ! :) ♥
SHUYI ツ : SHUYIIIII :D thanks , ♥
Ruting : baby , thankthank . loveyou too :)
yiming : mei , haas ILY tooooo :D
qianhua : pretty ! :)
' } Andrea <3 : kukuCOuple ! thanks :DDD iloveyou !
ღ Elysia [c] : cutehearts , sorry uh i didn't had th time yet): thanks for relinking anways :D , haas. ILOVEYOU DEEPLY (: (:
alex : cannot la , so difficult lor :x haas, but we ok now . we're friends :) hehs. thanks anyways :D
KEXIN{: : haas , lovely nope. you quickly link people so can link me also :).
ah JIA ! : thanks.
GIE : YO YO YO ! xDD thanks :)
limin : oh , hello :) . haas , i'll link ya, takecare.
asthina : hello , i know you're one of them who added me on fs ? :)
vivian <3: Juliet ! ILOVEYOU SO MUCH OKAY ! ♥
jiaqian ♥ : hey ! :D thanks , takecare too :)
FELICIA ! : hellloooooo ;)
XIAOQING : haas, patrick cheerup too k ! :) loveya !

First off all , this post is specially for my beloved Juliet VivianSimWeiTing ♥
230108 marks the date of us being together again.
I swear this will last and never end.
I'll never backstab you or whatever.
I'll be true to you :D
& today i've realised that you're a very nice and understanding person.
I'm sorry for misunderstanding you in the past.
& I promise we'll never lose our sistership for boys.
So totally not worth it.
No matter what , you're oh so precious to me.
And I never ever wanna lose you.
ILOVEYOU ; JUST YOU VIVIANSIMWEITING , my one and only Juliet (:
The past had past and i look to th bright side :D
We'll last forever k !
I'll always be here for you and support you ♥

VivianSimWeiTing Juliet ; 230108 ♥

Somehow , today was very cold , veryvery cold :/

Was late for school with phyllis and renice .

Had mac with them then walked slowly to school. Nothing muched happen for being late.

Was told to tie my hair up and attire stuff. ok , whatever . School Just sucked.

History was fun , realised singapore was one of the top 3 country terrorist wna bomb -.-

Had mother tongue , slacked then PEF also slacked , didn't run .

Then recess , phyllis was emo , she suddenly shouted HONGXIANG and she became

center of attention next second , i was like get shocked luh .

Then was screaming like mad ,

after that was english she didn't come so had 1 hour 20 min of free period {:

Was listening to music , after that science . That was last lesson.

Had class test , i knew i would fail as i didn't know how to draw the fucking plot

graph was cost me 8 marks . It was over 20 . Ok , till then not a message from husband :/

so sad t.t it was so cold please. Went with phyllis eateat then went to her class write alot of

things on the whiteboard. And, CHLOE ♥ PHYLLIS :D.

Will upload those photo tomorrow k :)

Then was really screaming like one crazy bitch , was not myself this two days luh.

And i think you know why .

Then , reported for detention . Was scolded for attire shit again .

Ok , went hall saw husband , still so cold :/

Fine , went home after that .

Thanks phyllis and renice .

Boy , i know it's hard to describe all this that is happening.

Perhaps , you're trying as hard as possible to avoid me for her.

I'm sorry , i promise i'll forget you.

I've had you deleted out of my phone.

Though it hurts , but your happiness means alot to me.

If you couldn't even be my friend , then i shall just forget you.

I hope i could it's the 20 day i'm in love with you.

I don't know how long it'll last but i hope it'll end soon.

& You know , I'll wait for you (':

Husband , don't need treat me so cold ):

I know it's my fault , all mine.

I neglected your feelings when i talking to you on the phone.

I always keep say about * only.

Sorry , sorry , sorry D:

It's fine if you want to leave me ,

it's been so long . You wouldn't not send me a message.

sigh , i sort of miss you now.

without your presence seems wierd. i swear.

):

♥ Amicell Vivian Carmen Tiffany Calista , many more.

& today is someone's birthday ah .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DM , MRONGTHIAMLYE ! :D
see , i'm a good student wishing you happy birthday !
don't catch me for my attire alr luh :)

I know you won't after seeing this post .

Because you're the best DM k ! :X

Tags will be replied late :)

WithloveeXOXO.

Yes, blogging again , bad day in school . Just hated school that much luh :/ . .
I did something i shouldn't have done yesterday , i really regretted doing so D:
I guess it's over ? And i ended the whole damn thing , your friendship really meant alot to me .
You told me it'll have changed if i was honest with you . Yes it did change , you avoided me , i know you don't like me . Still , don't hafta treat me like that D: my fault le okay ):
started off badly . recess , i saw him . )': . Ended badly too. Sometimes i just feel like crying th fuck out of my voice ): my heart hurts , it really did. second for me to cry . you were th only who could replace him ): some how , it hurts like fuck __ .

Went with phyllis after school thn back home.
tmr will be late for school.
Last but not least , I Love Vivian Juliet ♥

ahJIA ! : Hello ! :D
Hweechi : Hello , thanks !
XIAOQING : thanks ! stay pretty too yeah ! ;DD
FELICIA : ahaaahs, suresure. sorry about that :X
yongqi : thanks swt for tagging :D i'll try to smile ;'D

I just love you , no other words could then describe the feeling for you. Maybe we aren't fated. Just that , well i don't know how to place this. Only you could replace ****** . Till then i know you had someone else you loved . I don't mind you loving her , i don't mind just loving you on one side. I really don't know what to do now T.T whenever i face you , i just don't have the courage to talk to you anymore. Though it hurts to see you loving elseone , i'm willing to help you and accomodate to your needs. Your smile brighten up my life even when my sad existed.
I long to touch you , to hold you in my arms but I can't , for your heart belongs to another.
So, I can only love you from afar
Your friendship means more to me
Than anything this world provides
But like an angel you touched my heart
In a way that I've never felt before
Cause I've never known what love is until this day
I know that we are only friends
But my heart wishes it to be more
So I will still hope and dream
that one day I can feel your lips pressed to mine
To hold you in my arms and say,
"I love you *******"

(:

Saw this picture , months ago. i need no replacement and it's true (:
Yes , blogging again today . Night after finally being able to put the call down with that bullyball , david called me and we talk till 12+ i think then i put down . Then slept till about now wake up eating bread :/ Watching the show "bull fighting". Not going out today as i'm very tired. oh well, should enjoy before any probations happen to me uh .
sadly, i miss my six ladies , amicell , amber , calista , samantha , phyllis , carmen ;D
nowadays closer to them and love them lotsa :)
i'll study hard for you boy :'D
takecareee`
WithloveeXOXO.

pictures of freaking CIP.

today was suppose to be a great day to sleep in as it was a saturday . but oh well , some asshole school for example ahmad ibrahim sec freakingly calls students to go back and do CIP. It's totally whatthefuck -.- okay at least better then upper sec , i forgot which level, but they had to do it on valentines ! :X so reported at 8.15 am . Then , they briefed us and we went to the blocks slacked waited for that asshole garang guni for like 2hrs ?! -.- wth . then went off to northpoint and meet phyllis then went home. then was bored till now. now , talking to that damn meatball . don't let me put down th phone :/ BULLYBALL!

- & now , iloveyou .
i mean it , i really do.
SMUACK SMUACK.

AmberOngXinXuan ♥

She's the very first {: iloveyou.

Today morning went school and then went assembly , it was sort of bad in the morning okay , stupid david tjong . He said he would ask renice and phyllis about something and he really did ! Ask him go die luh , now they combine clue -.- He is like keep disiao me alr . Kill him luh , chicken backside ! don't call me boredshit ! t.t Went see PMLC for check , classes were geography ; during maths , the teacher was so bitch please -.- Then , english chinese were okay lah huh . LOL. Recess went to find phyllis . Okay , stupid kuku . We repeated the whole conversation like yesterday again -.- After that music then lit . Till then , it was Character Education and the teacher didn't come . I went to the toilet before there. When I reached back DM was relieving and he asked me , " where did you go chloe ?" I said " toilet lah." He said " did you get the pass ? did you ask permission ? were you allowed ? " I was like -,- then keep then yayaya. He was like " when i'm talking to you please look up and show me the respect i show you" LOL. Then he started asking qns about whether we like sch anot all this shit. I was boredshit. He asked this qns " would you all like to wear anything to school , any home clothes ?" I was the first to raise up my hand -.- Then he ask me what i wanted. I said " wear sch uni is can lah , just that skirt dont so long luh . make it just above the knee also good. " Then he started crapping all the nonsence why this cannot why that cannot . He also keep asking me pull my sock. Okay anyway , after that went find phyllis . Saw david & alvin was like ... nevermind , is not that i don't like her* it's like so many sec2 also don't like her. so what if ALVIN is her KORH ? -.- Then talked to alex awhile then phyllis,sabrina,me went 116 slack. Then i came home {: IMY *. I REALLY MiSSYOU LIKE SHIT .

Now , Ahmad Ibrahim Secondary School Sec 2E4 pupils :

Firstly , you must be very proud & honoured i'm sacrificing this little space pf my blog for you {:

I just want to let you know ,i hate this class alot alot alot . Till my head can BABABABABA BOOM. It's like you all are not in a position to judge or tell me off okay . fucker -.- fuckfuckfuck. so angry t.t I'm not saying or trying to say i very ehsai . But you all buaysai please mai step ehsai lah horhs , i so hate it ! Wtf. Say me , i know i'm one of the lousier one in the class. English don't know very good ones. You all don't have to step angmoh with me lah. cb -.- I know i'm bad in almost everything , so what if some of you help me ? If you all dont help i also fuck care. I hate all of you , ALL of you so yeah i know you all dislike me but so ? whole class anti me lah , it's the best siol. i don't hafta face you all . still dare me call people come whack you all , you think i don't dare ah ? i also whack enough already lah horhs. & please lah okay , don't be so pathetic and spam my blog after you see this post okay. fuck it . Esp that bangala, i'm being racist so ? What can 2E4 do ? Most probably most of you will go tell teacher to read this or print screen and let them see , what else ? Besides keep baotoh-ing people what can you all do ? All shits lah. I wish to separated from you all ASAP. Just fuck the hell outta my whole. Esp those not chinese , watch out luh huh , keep picking on me only. To that person who told me off today, YOU STFU. you do and die lah . fucker -.- Okay whatever , you dont step ehsai. zzz, make me so hot bohdoh. _!_

Muchlovee,

chloe . :D

Happy 7th Month BaobeiBaby ,

15/01/07

Was a beloved tues ! :) zzz , phyllis had suspension so went to talk to her during recess , the dm saw me then said i couldn't talk to him , tamade ! -,- then lessons were quite okay lah :) . I couldn't remembered much :X

16/01/07

Yesterday was the most beloved day ! Happy belated 7th Month baby ! :) during recess go find phyllis again , dm was like ask me go back again , hehe ! stupid kuku keep say me , he was also there cos of somethings , our coversation was like :

YuanJie : chloe sucks lah.

ME : yuanjie sucks more.

YuanJie : chloe shortie.

ME: as if you very tall like that meh ? big head.

YuanJie : better then you, big head no brain small breast!

ME : -,- you small cock.

YuanJie : wtf , shutup lah , aeroplane

ME : *speechless*

- talk to phyllis 5mins later -

Teacher : why are you here ?

YuanJie : teacher ! you see , she there talking , she not suspended she cannot be here !

ME : *wtf*

-walks towards yuanjie-

ME : stupid lah you *raise up my hand almost beating him*
YuanJie : teacher ! you see she beat me .

Teacher : *look at me*

ME: fuck u lah , never even beat you loh.

PHYLLIS : LAUGH LIKE SIAO.

LOL, that YJ so stupid , bad & evil to me lah :(

after that , went to take bus and go tampines,

was supposed to meet both samantha & amicell , but samantha msg me told me she couldn't make it :( aww, next time meet alright ^^ . then , met amicell omg, so long never saw her , hugged her , we walk around then to mac & had choc sundae . after that met pearlyn , then went back tm walked around then baby bought cake for me , thanks :D . x3 then bought chocolate and sweets went to void deck slack , emo-ed & we talked alot. after that , she wrote me something so damn god sweet ! :) thn took some pictures. After that headed back home ! :)

* baobei baby , thanks for th day , you know i love you more then anyone else luh ! iloveyou just you amicellsohhuiren :D

17/01/08

today was kinda okay , didn't bring my tie . one more time dont bring will get detention , aww . haas, went see PMLC, thn went back to class. After that , message david all the way yo ! lol . thn recess i went to find phyllis AGAIN. hahahha, wth got dead fish in th pond , so erxin laas. saw darling , ernest also ! :) . after that dm came again & say you must everyday come tgt and talk is it ? i was like , i looking at the dead fish -,- okay then he was like , if you had forgotten , i still remembered your records last time *CRAP* thn he gave me special permission okay ! lol , he say only me ! only me okay , lol i emphasize , ME only zzz can talk to her during recess. he wants me to encourage phyllis to study have proper attire , let me see ..... I AM LIKE ALREADY NOT HAVING PROPER ATTIRE & SKIPPING CLASSED LORH . whatever , got previllage to talk then good luh :) hehs. then after school he saw me , he ask me tmr find him . BLAHBLAHBLAH.

then , phyllis release , went smoke . Then ate . then smoke , i heard noel xingan was gonna have operation , so wished her goodluck . but realised already operate , and she was SO ENTHU lah, haas. cute siol she ! (: HAPPY 7th month pretty baby . HAPPY FIFTH ANNI XINGAN & PRECIOUS HONEY :DDD ( muchloves) . After that went home . okay , the end.. Hope pearlyn sat can come :)

. Get over you getting over me :)

but anyway , iloveyou.

8-54 .

Night time , called baby ! omg amicell still so cute :D iloveyou deardear ! X3 Started school with Weekly Assembly and had disipline talk , blah ~ After science nothing much (: History was the best okay , the teacher was nice ;D . Then Mother Tongue , it's so crap lah we didn't buy the book then must go bookshop , we spent almost whole lesson there then go up xDD . Then recess , 1e5's teacher was like so cb siol , continue teaching then let them have 10 min of recess ; WTH. Saw david , so cold ): Then english , i didn't bring that fcuking file must pay 50 cent it's like extortion mansxz _!_ the teacher still say : " chloe , is it cos' you have alot of husbands and children to tc of at home ? " I was like -,- Then IT wasn't so bad lah , :DD Then ART was like funny , then CE then released . Then chhated with alex , she wear so sexy and pretty today huh ! Went home :'D . Sighs , messaged baby told her something t.t you very cold to me now luh , ):

whatever ~

Muchlovee,

. no ordinary lovee -

Yesterday Night chatted with {david} after he reached home because he was quite tired he slept. Then text a few people , went to sleep . Because had to wake up at 5 the next morning . Sleep only like 1 min because i slept at 12 + . Woke up went with those people came back at 8 . Bathe. Slept at 8.30 to 9.30 then wake up again . Went out get something , and i'm back here again :D I'm so bored lah . But i really had nothing to do . Okay , i swear i miss baobei baby& *******. MISS THEM SO MUCH LURH ! ): Idk what i would be doing later , but oh well what else can i do ? -,- I'm so excited for wednesday to come lah ;DD

. Yesterday was the day that could really told myself,
that i really love you .
you're the one i'm waiting for ♥

This could have been just another day
But instead we're standing here
No need for words, it's all been said
in the way you hold me near
I was alone on this journey
You came along to comfort me
Everything I want in life is right here

cause
This is not your ordinary
no ordinary love
I was not prepared enough
to fall so deep in love
This is not your ordinary
no ordinary love
You were the first to touch my heart
Made everything right again
with your extraordinary love


I get so weak
when you look at me
I get lost inside your eyes
sometimes the magic is hard to believe
but you're here before my weary eyes
you brought joy to my world
set me so free
I want you to understand
you are every breath that I breathe

From the very first time that we kissed
I knew that I just couldn't let you go at all
From this day on, remember this:
That you're the only one that I adore
Can't we make this last forever
This can't be a dream
cause it feels so good to me .

Muchlovee,

Hello my dearest loves ! :)
yesterday was chatting with my second husband :DD -,- then messaged , then i slept at about 12 + like that . Woke up about 10 like that . was suppose to go somewhere earlier but didn't go . Laughs* . Then messaged baby & sweetheart ( this two i love most lahs x3 ) . sighs , sweetheart cheerup ley . don't be sad already please , i see you like that my heart very pain lah . ): Okay , me & amicell baby had a promise , one sms at least to each other everyday . LOL. So we messaged , then she alway help me with my relationship thing when i w/ ****** . So , i did helped her too ; about ******* :DDD YAYE. BABIES HELP EACH OTHER OKAY . LOL . Then she told me something ask me cannot say , but well baby , i think it's impossible for me and him to be together k ! :) So anyway , went somewhere came back . Was messaging my second husband {david} . HOHOS. At night he have training so hope got ghost behind him luh ! -,- then used computer and replied friendster things . Then didn't used. Messaged here and there. After awhile , here i'm blogging again . :D takecare people , i'm having an early night. tomorrow M.U.S.T wake-up at 5am ! so i shall be a good girl and go to sleep soon , just a little little little little while more ^^ :X -,-

. sighs , i really don't know what to do ):
i don't wanna hurt anyones.
seriously , if i did i'm sorry .
i didn't expect you to loved me .
I'm really so confused now :S
I was very clear i loved mnbvcxzlkgfdsapoiuytrewq,
till you all appear , i don't know /
Would you all choose someone you love or someone who loves you ?
FOR NOW , he stands an impt place in my heart / ♥

Muchlovee,

Okay , i've got it sorted out okayes . I don't love any other of you lah . It's Just love as friend )': I'm sorry to say this , real sorry . It really hurts so much . But i chose to lovee him .

Because , love needs no reason .

Therefore , mnbvcxzlkgfdsapoiuytrewq , you'll be the only one who has th key to my heart(':

):
no words could describe the feeling I'm having now. i felt a pain , i've never had before .
i wonder why i feel this way :(
my heart seems to be falling apart without you.
Still , ILY .
No matter what , chloe will face everything with a SMILE :'D
the very least ; i could see you everyday .
But sighs , it really isn't feeling right for me .
today was one of the worst day in my life.
It happens to hurt so much , even when i tried to care,
you just turn your head away ):
the pain hurts laahs.
i dont wanna let go :(

fuckedup day.
hatethoseteachers.
whatever.

ASHR , thanks for being there when i need you
Iloveyou endlessly baby. (:

Hello ! :) hohohohos. today had a stupid skirt check . PASSED BECAUSE I PULLED THE FUGCKING SKIRT DOWN! lololol. Lame right ? zzz then lessons , i tell you SEC1E2 people , don't come step with me lah okay, ESP that MANDY SAI & JING SI SHIT ! YUCKSXZ.

I'm bored and i ate today cos i'm sad }:



sighs , get well soon k ! :D

Hello ! :) Went school , had flag raising in class. Started lesson with PE. Ask us go field play baseball . Wth . Dirtied my shoes _!_ . After that clean-ed my shoes then it was D&T . Bored lah okaye. Just hear him talk for 1hours20min . Hohohos. After that recess already ^^ Today was a fast day (; Met renice during recess then walked around . Saw YT & YJ . hohohos. Saw phyllis ! She got IHS. Laughs* . Then went canteen and Mr Ong was there so sit down or else get caught again -,- Went back to class and had Maths . I couldn't absorb a single thing she was talking about . dotsdotsdots. Then others could went back & it was 12.10 . But i cannot cause i have maths foundation . Wtf lorh . Not fair ! :( Then , went there Teacher said give us a SEC ONE test paper & said ITS NOT VERY TOUGH , YOU ALL SHOULD BE ABLE TO DO IT . I 'believed' her . The paper was tamade difficult to do leys ! i couldn't even do a single question . THERE AND THERE , I FLUNK THE WHOLE DAMN TEST . T.T After that , went with renice go find phyllis accompanied her. Mr ong saw we sit with her then ask us advice her -,- LAME CANS. Then went over saw kuku & hx . Then i needed to come home so here i am ! (:

. SO CUTE LAH YOU !
I believe this love for you won't fade (;
ASHR , iloveyou still as much. Y

Hello . I'm posting almost everyday if possible okayes ;D . Today went school in morning was like PMLC passed by me , but never caught me . LUCKY* wooots {: thnthn , lesson started with english . Nothing much lah . Then Mother Tongue . Listened music for 1hr20min . The teacher stupid . don't know at all -,- After that was Maths . I alot of qns don't know how to do but i just gave excuse and say , i already last year get E8 . This year how to do better ? Laughs* . Then recess . Met renice then walk around . wahlao . so many people so tall . Make me seem so short. wth . T.T After that was science , also nothing much as it's first few days of school :) Then Geography . Our geog teacher went for operation so won't be around for one month :D . HEHEH. Then literature , blahblah . Was Kinda bored yo ! haha :) . Then was form teacher period , boring . But we received our YEAR BOOK :D . HAPPY LUHR . hohoh ! My picture so ugly . Wth lor ! Then after school , went with renice to 812 , back home ! :D THEN , chatted with HAPPYSMILE , (missed you so x3 ) Then bored bored . THE END ! (:

Hello people :D
hohohohohos. i'm so bored leys ! what the hell mansxz ! XD
06/10/07 - Happy 3rd Months Righty. Muchloves (: Sunday was kinda bored . hohos. slept late.
07/10/07 - Today was okay okay lahs . haha. PMLC didn't catch me . LUCKY YOS. After school went out sch with renice . Went home then something happened ~ wth . now my leg is injureddd. sighs* don't wish to say alr. BYEBYE :']

Muchlovee,

Long time no post yo ! laughs*

28/12/2007
Hom-ed (:

29/12/2007
went out with shane baby , thanks for the day <3

Happy 7 mth Calista Kang Sweetheart .
Happy 5th Mth Tiffany Boon Jing Yi Supercutecute.
Happy 5th mth MeiLing Precious.

30/12/2007
computer had spoil , wth :/
watched bull fighting episode 7 , haha.
sch was gonna start so sad luh ! }':

Happy 4th Month Janice Ng Sa Sa B.Hubby.

31/12/2007
didn't go for any countdowns actually ):
at home with others .

01/01/2008
met shane about 3am like that , was kinda drunk .
he sent me home about 4 + , muchlovees.
slept till 2 pm . lazy pig uh haha. Laughs*

Happy New Year .

02/01/2008
First day of school is totally suck lah okays.
Same form teacher , wth ; hate her hate her _!_
go let bangala fcuk your mother pussy lah.
Had attire check , total suck ,
HAIR , SKIRT , SOCK , NAILS
from top to bottom all get caught lahs , wth .
& they raise the standard what , skirt must reach knee.
knnbccb lah . -.-
alot of crap lah okay , & sec one batch was like super nerd.
skirt reach till around sock there T.T
school was bad .
Then till reccess , saw david second husband . LOL.
talktalk, saw spermy + kuku & darling {:
thn went back class, crapcrapcrapcrap .
released . HOHOHS. Met Yanntorng darling , ernest & yuanjie kuku . talktalk ,
went home & went out & back home again (:

03/12/2008
Went school and sleep cos school start late .
didn't bring tie , i forget , WTH .
Must let them check again , fuckfuckfuck.
hair cannot , must pin up lammeeeee.
!@#$^&*()(*&^%$#@!@&^%$^%$&*&^&*&^&*&%^&
MR YONG & MS CHEW SUCKS CANSXZSXZ.
boredbored.
went back class later , cos had check etc.
Then our history teacher was Mr.SARAVANAN.
he's funny , his lesson would be the only one i wanna go for.
HAHAHAHHHHH. ZZZ.
After school , met david . Talk talk .
Then Yanntorng , ernest , yuanjie came also {:
After that Kuku & ernest go don't know where.
Me , yanntorng & david went bus-stop .
Then wanted go eat .
David called edwin & Jianhao i think . laughs*
then we went northpoint there eatttttttttt.
They ate , but i didn't . Ain't hungry .
HOHOHS. Accompanied darling to popular to buy her stuff ,
went back place things down & went out meet shane (:

YannTorng Darling , you're so nice alright {:
thanks for everythinggggg okayys.
hurhurs. It's been nice to know you.

04/01/2008
Went schhoool blahblah . BOREDDDDDDDDD.
morning something happened )':
okayys , then crap with teacher.
MS tan was like scold me for this and that _!_.
whatever lah okays .
I SERIOUSLY DON'T UNDERSTAND WTH TEACHERS
ARE TALKING NOWSADAYS . NOTHING GETS INTO MY MIND.
LOLS. LAMELAMELAMELAME.
After school , met yanntorng darling with kuku & ernest .
FUNNN~ LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLLLOLLOL.
I saw HIM ):
#$#@@!@#$^&^%$&^%$@#$%^&*(*&*&
tmd . idon'twant seeeeee luh ...
i alr say don't want love , i still love.
But more i see him is like , really like him cansxzsxszxsz.
)':
went home .
sighsighsighs*
imissssssyou lahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
Used computer , he asked me if he's the guy cos of my msn.
I SAY NO , stupid lah.
WTHHH, but i think he also know luhs.
whateverrrr.
PAINPAINPAIN ):):

05/12/2007
Until now never online , idoit -.-
helllllll. bybeyeeeeeeeeeeeee, ):


- ❤ mnbvcxzlkgfdsapoiuytrewq , i'm smiling for you . (: