Week 6

"Live for the moment" - Jeff Hardy. I'm strong just like him. Baby Jeff, you're my motivation to carry out. We come from hell, so we're not afraid of anything are we? ;-) We're strong, and no matter what, nothing can put us down.

End of Week 5

Hi all :> Week 5 is coming to a closure, I'm glad. There are lots and lots of things that happened just in 1 week. I found out one more true friend this week. I found my love. I lost my friend. I got myself into a mess that I gladly know could have been avoided. Regardless, today marks the end of week 5. I pray and hope so badly that Week 6 can go on smoothly.


Put that all aside, I bought all 15 days of Lunar New Year Clothing, I'm so egg-cited! He he he. Tomorrow I'll be heading to Habour Front to buy clothes for Lil' Hardy. He needs his Lunar New Year clothes too yknow! ;-)


Grrrr... things are getting way too far.. I'm receiving so many more insults, not that I care. But why talk so 'big' in blogs, in the cyber world but not talk in real life? Therefore, I'll put all this shit to an end on Monday. Muahahaha. After completing my mission, I'd tell you guys how it goes okay! Confidence! I am confident! I can win this all because I already got my facts all there.


Woah, like lawyer like that! But fun.


Okay this is enough of rumble grumble. I'll hold no grudges. If you know me well.... you'd know what to expect from me to her on monday. If you know me well... you'd know when I say "I'll hold no grudges" I don't really mean it. If you know me well... you'd know that I'm a really really strong girl. That's only because I'm a Hardy girl! :>


Baibai!


Love you BBB!

Fruitful

Hi all :> Proper post, roar. I've been trying to avoid letting my mind wander during lessons in class, but I failed. Ugh, so irritating! Must learn to concentrate. So many lessons I don't understand, esp Math. Well.. had class decoration today. Didn't help much, but I contribute goldfish. He he. It was nice talking to both Arvin and Angie, awesome people. :>


Tomorrow is Saturday, so guess what? Hot boy! Smile. Ha ha. Been seeing Cmg rather often these few days, uber happy. Plus I think Secret Motivation changed alrd >: He's not as fun as used to be, esp when he is _ of _! So moving on from SM to CMG. Ding dong. More pictures on Sun!


I'm happy, so chill readers, too many comments coming in! Inappropriate babies! Send nice ones in okay? Cause I've deleted all the awful ones, though it's not about me, it's rude to say people like that yeah. ;)

Love my BBB. :>

Still attracting attention...

If something is titled "Return post for Chloe" then I guess everything in that post is for me no? If you think you're 'Two Elephants' then so be it, it's not my fucking problem. By the way, 'hey CHLOE! you want it big than here it is yo ^^' It's 'then' not 'than'. Oh no wonder you're not in a Band 1 EL class. Oops. I didn't say you said that I'm ugly, and yes I'm a lady. "cos like you said, you're a cute, pretty, hot, sexy lady.." I only said I'm cute and pretty(Oh well, because I am! :DD), I didn't say that I'm hot or sexy, I resent what you are insinuating. If you think that's what attract guys to me, kudos. I don't care. Well that's because I've the looks, to at least attract guys, what about you? ;-)

I do not understand your intentions of quoting "I'M NOT ADMITTING OR DENYING,BUT SO WHAT EVEN IF I'M SPREADING IT ALL AROUND?" and "WHATEVER LAH EH. I'M NOT SORRY FOR WHAT I'VE DONE ANYWAYS. BUT I FORGIVE YOU." What the fuck?

And you do not have the right or position to "Advice" me on my choice of friends. Why are you so insecure? Is it because you're worried that your friends aren't true? I don't understand why the fuck are you being a busybody about who my friends are you know? Oh yes, one huge ultra big mistake is having a friend like you. LOL.

Playing? That's you playing lah, I'm not playing. -_- And at the end of your post, "
kkkkkkkkk~ weeeeeee~ i'm a happy GIRL :D cos i have a CLEAN BODYYYYYYYYY ^^" LOL. Cause you have a clean body you're happy? What the fuck has it got to do with returning back the post to me? Can you explain cause I don't understand.

AND LOOK HERE, anything else you want to say, Just tell me face to face on Monday. Stop beating round the bush talking in circles. I hate it when that person's just a computer warrior infront of the screen but a mouse in real life. So bring it on girl, BRING IT ON.

p/s: I didn't start it at all. It was that fat bitch who for nothing link some bazaar incident to commenting and judging my friends, my attitude. Hey readers, Judge. Wtf is she doing, right? LOL.

Attention Seekers with Fats

Hi, trust me that I had a post done with full of pictures, but the moment I read that post, I deleted everything I had wanted to say initially. Grrrr... it has been 2 years since I last had this oomph to do such things. This is soooo going to be interesting! ^^V After 2 years, I declared that it's........

SHOW TIME BABY! ;-)

Hi there girl, first and foremost I feel utterly disgusted when you use the word "Darling". It gives me goosebumps and I feel like puking. And you're welcome for saying Thank you that I called you a fat bitch because you really are one. You're like an elephant walking down shaking the tables when I see you past by me, I feel so petrified even when I get a glance of you because it feels like you're about to devour me with your big fat mouth. No wonder... that's how all those fats come along, by devouring people.

Secondly, I didn't asked if I cared whether you knew you were a bitch when you were born. Mwahaha, vice versa I know you didn't ask if I cared. Period.

Ha ha ha, I got say I got bangs I want fight meh? My bangs make my look so cute, put straight or put side I also so cute. Hehehe. Quoted from her blog:" Look into the mirror yourself?" Question eh? HAHA. Of course I own self look lah, if not what? You help me ah? Please leh, you forever also won't so cute like me! I am not pretty! I am beautiful and very cute also!^^V

Lol what about my attitude? Why put so small text in your blog? Want to post, post BIG BIG. I don't need you to judge my attitude or anything at all. WHY? Cause it's mine. My friends? Do you not think I stay with them for my own good gains? ;-) I'm evil, I befriend them only cause I can get good things out of them. So who's staying with who now? LOL. Thanks man, I know I'm "PRETTY" and popular, I always am. You are too aren't you? That big elephant walking around the school? Everyone knows.... haha.

I never at any point of time said that Popular then is big shot. You're putting words into my mouth, and thus I can consider this as an act of insinuating that I said such things when I didn't.

And now, listen up la eh, it wasn't even me who wanted to buy things from that fucking bazaar of yours. It was my BEST LAWYER FRIEND(Z) who wanted to buy drink lah eh. Heartless creatures.... he needed water as he was about to be severely de-hydrated yet you all just left him in the lurch. Where's the part about having "Integrity and Compassion"? Lol. He was pleading so badly and no one cared, but I did! And how can NON bazaar members be inside huh??? Nonsense. Seriously, if it wasn't because of Z, I wouldn't get so worked up. I don't like my friends to be bullied. So, Miss Vanessa please look at yourself in the mirror too. Get your fucking facts clear before even starting a fight ;-) Anything that you're not happy about, you're most welcomed to say it in my face. You don't have to go around whining about what happened or spreading unkind rumors about me.

Week 5

EVERYTHING WILL BE ALRIGHT, JIAYOU MRS HARDY! C:

January's Summary/ February's Targets

Hello :> There's so many things to be said this month. Week 4 was the lousiest out of January. I'm managing rather well with school work now. But why must it be this year? Why am I graduating already? Time flies real quick.

This month...

1: I gave S up.
2. I gave A up.
3. I gave V up.
4. I gave Z up.
5. I gave Q up.
6. I lost S.
7. I lost CC.
8. I lost QB.
9. I realized it was always Eye that mattered to me.
10. I chose to let everyone and everything that mattered be blurred away.
11. I had a crush on my tuition mate who is only Sec 3. GAH. >:
12. I made new friends like Jonathan and Alex Cheah.
13. I went back to better terms with Hady.
14. I had a nice talk with Mayank.
15. I couldn't help but to continue hating her. >:
16. I helped someone but got nothing in return.
17. I felt the lowest.


This month I lost so many things and gave up on many things that mattered to me, because it was too tiring.

February's Targets:

I want to stay where I am, to stay out of love V^^v
I want to score high marks for my CA1
I want to forget S
I want to forget A
I want to forget everything that hurts
I want to speak proper english
I want to stop hating her :>


Okay... done for summary and target. Hehe. I know I've been talking about this for a number of times. But I will repeat everything again for nincompoops. Lol. I don't mind lending anyone of everyone anything, be it once twice or thrice it's okay. But when it comes to the 4th, 5th or 6th time, wouldn't any normal person in the right state of mind get pissed/irritated when she has been lending more than 3 people 6 times each?? It's not that I want to have anything in return, still if I lend someone something I hope to get something back. But when I ask for anything, the other party doesn't have it. Sometimes, those people becomes to reliant on you. So they will think"Today I no staple/scissors/hole-puncher/glue/tissue, I can borrow from Chloe cuz she will bring it" When you use the term "borrow" means must return yeah? But so far I never get anything back leh. ZZZ. Then if I don't bring it, people can still blame me"Walao why you never bring?" OoOoooo, so I'm like fucking obliged to bring it huh? OH. LOL. I didn't know. -_- I SERIOUSLY DON'T MIND LENDING MY STUFFS. But it gets irritating when you treat my things like yours, when you become reliant on me, when I ask 1 thing out of the 10 things you ask from me and you don't bother lending it to me cuz you're selfish. FYI, I'm under the Financial Assistance Scheme. I am poor, no $_$. So please spare me, and stop attacking someone so poor like me. THANK YOU VERY MUCH.


After pouring all my anger out, I want to tell you(CC) something, I know you'll somehow be reading this. I want you to know that I'm sorry, I know no amount of sorrys or anything can help right now. But I'm truly sorry from the very bottom of my heart. If you need to know I can tell you now that I was afraid to lose you. I am starting to become very possessive of you. You're the one and only guy that I can confide in for I don't know what reason. But I feel very comfortable talking to you. I don't know how many other friends you have now, but would you be kind enough to take me back? I can't afford to lose you at all. You're everything I have now. Sometimes even I don't know what I feel for you already, whether I take you more than just a friend. Even if I do right now, I wouldn't even let you know. Because I know you still have feelings for her ETC. So I always decide to keep it in, but when I get so afraid of losing you then I did what I did that day. Sorry if words I've said had made you feel irritated/blah. And about me having a love, please don't do this to me. Don't treat me so evil. CAN? I really really need you in my life. And, ZZZ I don't know why I'm telling you all these. Just at least take my back, even if it is to be just your f r i e n d. Please CC, please forgive me....... >:


Sigh.... okay... I will be heading to a wedding dinner tonight... So pictures hopefully! Ha ha. Followed me on twitter yet? If not do follow me! Roar..... Thank you readers for reading my blog! Lots and lots of love.