23/01/2013

For some really weird reasons... that I do not know, I have been reliving moments for the past few days. I thought it was really bad, because not only did I have to hurt again, it distracted me from my revision plans. I have to get whatever that's stuck out of my chest, but I also know I don't have time to do so in this post. 23rd always reminds me of Irfan. I swear, cross my heart, I try to forget, I forced myself to forget, the hard way, the easy way, but I always remember. I don't want to remember his mobile number off hand, I don't want to remember his address, I don't want to remember his favorite color, I don't want to remember his NRIC number for god's sake.  I really honestly tried to forget, but I can't. I just miss him so much. So freaking much. Fml.............

Doing what I do best, being a total idiot.