I just don't care

So this is how it feels like; to not care. I am proud to say this is my virgin "not caring about anything". As much as I used to talk about not caring in the past, I still did care and that was my obvious weak point. However what I don't care at all about, is my professional obligations. In short, I HATE IT. But why do I stay? Pretty much because I'm a poly undergraduate and I've nothing to this working world yet. So I don't exactly have a choice right here, hence I stay, for the money it funds me with. But to be honest, I really don't care if I have the job anymore.

As much as I've NEVER been late for work, just once or twice for train delays and a couple due to doctor matters, the people there claims that I am ALWAYS late. Well guess what? You've got your wish! Right now, I don't care if I'm late or late. I'll just be there even if it's on the dot because it doesn't seem to make a difference even when I come half an hour earlier to sort things out. Rat on me if you must, because... I don't give a shit.

Rules rules and rules. The people there always use that over me but they hardly ever follow it. Heading to work with my nails painted because I like it and I know it's not allowed but it's not like I give a shit about it. Whatever I wear, any hairstyles I do, always gets comments- in specific; criticism from you guys. There is always something to say. So I just wear what I like and although I used to try to please you bunch, I think it should end right now.

LASTLY, I don't give no two hoots about the goods or "incentives" I get there. Stop viewing the people who are they temporarily as though they are always out to sought those little benefits. Never knew that, the people always take us as cheapskates. Well, never in cats' hell would I ever ever accept anything from y'all anymore.

Kinda irks me that I've to be a part of somewhere I don't belong. I know I'm not perfect myself but I'm sure as hell that I'm that tad bit better than them.

BURN.