Little thoughts: feelings

His face lights up when he looks at me, and his eyes sparkle with excitement. The way he stares into my eyes and hands me nothing short of maximum concentration. How his pupil dilates when I speak to him. I know that he's happy as much as I was, maybe even more.

I believe that two people can form an attraction spanning across days, weeks, months, and even years. I have felt this way, a way that I can't seem to string any order of the 26 alphabets, for exactly 1 year and 6 months now.

And every single time I spend some time with him, I try to make it short because all I want it to be able to retain that good image of him. An image that I don't want spoiled. And of course the main reason being that I don't want him to ever find out, that I am actually not as great as he thought I was.

I must accept that this is something that cannot and will not be.

You & I, double infinity