Little thoughts: Feelings

I feel it's important to note all these down, to know that I've felt this way before. When I read back, the things I've felt before, it allows me to know that I'm actually able to feel something for someone again. This is the first time I'll be blogging about this new "him". 

The adage of "To forget one is to love another" cannot be more true. Only realizing lately that it was because of him that I managed to get over stranger 10000000. 

The feelings only grew as of late because of his separation with his girlfriend and I felt like I could justify myself talking to him more. But of course, classic Chloe isn't classic unless she starts pushing people away. lol. 

Fml. I really don't know what I'm doing. I only know that pushing him away only hurts me and has no effect on him. But because of the friends he hangs out with, I know I have to do so. 

Pls just kill me now. 

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