The Kind Of Feeling That I Can Get Only From You

I can read a hundred thought catalogs. I can read a hundred articles. I can also take in a hundred different advices. But nothing can ever so clearly express the feeling only you can make me feel. And I can post a copy of quotes I get from the internet or another article from thought catalog but none of those could quite put across how I feel better than a post crafted by myself.

I may not be able to fluently string words from the 26 alphabets to form a sentence that expresses how you make me feel but it is what I can best find within myself to state it in the way it is.

You give me butterflies like no others, as though my stomach flips a thousand back-flips at one glance of you. 

You are someone I should not fall for, but for the past 730 days that you were in my life...you've been the only constant to the changes I have faced. 

And although it feels like I fall for you, it very much doesn't feel that way either.

I simply enjoy your presence and how you make me feel when I am around you. How you make me smile effortlessly just by looking me in the eye. How you would hold my hands so tight even when they were soaking wet and sticky with my perspiration. How you would pull me in to lie in your arms and feel the warmth of your skin penetrating through mine. How you ensure my comfortability whenever I'm with you.

No one else quite made me feel the way you did. And only you could make me feel this way- this way of seemingly enjoying someone's presence yet not exactly falling for them.

I am not sorry that I take a fancy to you, and I am not sorry for all these words I have for you. I am only sorry that time works against us both.

I only wish I met you earlier...

with the way only you could make me feel.