7 Things

I realized I haven't done "7 Things" for 4 years now, and since 7 has been my favorite number since... 2007? I guess I should do 7 things, noting that I have been emotionally charting these few weeks. 

7 things that I'm sad about:

1. I'm really upset that J has been promoted, because then he would change the way he treat me (even though he would emphasize that he wouldn't)

2. I don't have enough money.

3. My eye-degree has increased :(

4. I'm upset that the environment at work has changed drastically, I go just to pass my day off.

5. I probably won't get an A for MSC, (lol) which would screw the A that I got in BSC and the probable A that I got in classical.

6. I consider myself eating very unhealthily of late.

7. That you will never ever notice my existence, neither would you have any inclination of feelings towards a girl like me.

7 things that can be turned into a smile:

1. The very least, he got his promotion so regardless of how he's gonna change I should be happy for him :)

2. My pay is coming in, and there are people out there having it worse than me, so I should learn to be contented :)

3. I don't know how to turn this into something happy, probably.. as compared to people who are like 400-500 degree I should be happy?? Learn to practice good eye habits. Haha.

4. WELL... I doubt I would last that long there, so given the good pay, I should suck it up :)

5. .... my gpa sucked anyways. plus life isn't all about grades. So I will be happy with the people that I have met in there.

6. Even though I have ate unhealthily, I still do encourage myself to do the hula + skipping + occasional jog so I GUESS i will look fine still. HAHA.

7. ................."Sometimes it ends up different and it is better that way" :)


xxx