Week 4 of 9 : MSC

I'd personally like to think that Week 4 was the most tormenting week I've had. I know what people are saying, that I'm nothing but an emotional wreck. That i've this huge mood swings. Truth is, maybe I do. Or more so I feel sad but I know I shouldn't be sad over such issues so it honestly is an internal struggle that I have. But then again, there are so many things worth being happy for. And I often forget that we should always find joy among even the littlest things around us.

And I know that having someone as a motivation is the biggest mistake to commit, but I will succumb to it simply because I'd like to be happy for that moment. Little conversations, every day. Occasional sightings and it can plaster a smile across my face. Week 4 ended on a happy note for me. It got me smiling through the weekend like an idiot and I know that it would end but really, it is okay to smile for the moment, no?