To share or not

I believe that I have always been in the balance of: "Should I share or should I not?" Ever since 2006, when I was in Primary 6 (12 years old), I've started blogging and it's been something that I really love to do, noting that I love writing essays. But then as I grew up, I started sharing lesser, giving up on actual blogging at times. Why? Because people judge every single thing you say and scrutinize every thing that you do. It's kinda tough when you're being HATED on for being absolutely YOURSELF. And the funny thing is like what I've always been puzzled about is, if you hate someone so much... "Why are you reading their updates?" And I honestly always arrive at the same conclusion... because they half as hell want to be like YOU. You are a reflection of what they can never be, what they can NEVER achieve. I just think it's sad. The fact that we all arrive at such a state of life. Frankly speaking, wouldn't we all wish to turn back time? Cos I sure do. When everything was simple and I probably wouldn't even need a blog cos I'd be writing books (Ha.) But yeah, thanks to this month's events (which are pretty happy !!), I am trying to update frequently. But probably less on the personal life. Or idk. How not to talk about personal life when blogging itself is already about your life????? However, I will just talk about REALLY general stuff. Or if the time comes, I will really have to bid goodbye to 8 years of hardwork and stories..... which is kinda sorta very sad :'(

Here's to another picture-less post. Haha. Till I feel like blogging again.