Little thoughts

SUPER PISSED OFF.
Ok , tell me what could be worse to have some people who doesn't trust you ? I don't know la horhs. apple orange ! My family Really sucks lah horhs , f up siol . What have i done to deserve all this banana from you people ? With a puborh teacher , f up family what else could be worse ? Losing my loved ones ? losing that little J ass ? losing S ? Losing my b.baby , my clone , my sweetheart ? my everyone ? Tell me , what else. You all are my family. Give me hopes instead of pulling me down larh horhs. I bear you all for very long already. You all know how disappointed and sad i feel ? you all are So close to me , only to let me know that i can't trust you all. What else. I really feel like breaking down. I dislike you people. What i give you 11 miss calls just for a $1 french fries la ? I was just asking if you can As you come home buy only ma , cannot say cannot la. french fries if i really want buy can go buy i was asking You because you downstair what . Then 11 miss calls is when i was trying to ask whethere to go home or what cause of that thing* , you also not happy. You where not happy with me ? I'm trying so hard to be you people the daughter/granddaughter/student . I'm trying real hard. But everything f thing i do , you all pick on me. Wtf ? i really feel like Running .. far far away . When i'm down do you know who actually are here for me ? why is it my friends and not my family ? why ? can't you all understand me ? It seems like my friends do but you All can't at all. Nowadays i also try very hard already. When you all scold me, i shut the fook up and listen then when you all ask understand ? I'd just say ya , sorry my fault. Isn't that enough ? sometimes, it ain't even my fault . i can't help but cry and cry . i hate this place whatever. nobody cares about me la. I'm Just putting up a strong front even when i'm in sch i give a Big smile . You all do stuff to me , i still Joke , but do you all even know How fragile I'm feeling right deep down inside ..?

☆遇见了你是缘份, 当你的朋友是个选择 ; 但爱上了你是我情不自尽♥





With tears and sorrows, Chloe