Little thoughts

When things go wrong, what am i suppose to do ? I really felt so lost. It seems my fault ? I really don't know. I don't want to give it up. Even when in school today was so bad. Th way you look at me is no longer the way you used to do. Now my parents want me to go to JC then U then go overseas study. I can't , i really can't & i'm trying real hard you know .. But everyone's giving me th pressure that i can't take no longer. I don't wanna live it this way. Many things lingers around me, thanks to those totally idiot retards for taking my pin away when i'm alr in a bad mood ya. I don't know how to feel now ): Even clone is sad now , cheerup baby. SO MANY PEOPLE ARE LOW. And i'm not excluded. When ever you walk away , i know i don't stand a chance no longer, Still you know what i told you . You know i love you , you know everything. But you failed to tell me so. I'm trying so hard to move on , but without you , how am i to go on ? this things, stuffs whatever really booooo me down baby. It's so hurting. ):
B.Baby thanks so much for being there when i need you <3

Calista sweethearts ((:
don't sad already can ? don't think this way.
don't care about bitches remember ? (:
ALVINTANYONGMING IS YOURS'
he can't run away unless you give him up yea ?
he's really trying to change for you , he is !
& thanks for telling me i'm different frm th other girls(:
That line made my day , thanks sweetheart!
don't sad )'x
He'll change , he promised me .
he won't disappoint me.
he needs time (';
he'll change x3

CLONEEE CHEERUP TOOOOOOOOO ! (':

I'm JUST SO SAD LA OK, with that xiaosiaoxz whatever laaaa,
hong alvin, kuku siol!
buddens, i wanna be her friend oh ^^
only baby know what i did to her xD