2008/04/08

Unloved.

Deeply etched.
i love my long lashes . haha. it's not fake lashes hor , real natural long one uh ! hehhhhhh ! :) jealous ? Zzz. Okay , so school was a bad idea after all eh . Went school and first lesson was PEG. After that mother tongue . 2 periods. For th first period she forget come . Second period she came and nag nag nag till left 5-10 min of lesson . Haha , then was Maths. Teacher didn't come . So it's like 4 free period alr. Then that idoit kuku come hit my head so hard okaye , Zzz. Then was recess . After that science , very slack. My test got 18/30 . Very happy can pass. Lol . But my seond test got 8/100 . Lol :X haha. Whatever , then geog the teacher didn't come so 5 free period. After that , Lit . Boring la dey ! Then Last period free period , go cloney's class. let that idoit kuku hit again ! !@!!#$^*))*& My head pain bodoh . stupidstupid . So after back home alr. Haha , goodgirl ley . And i did my homework before using the comp okay ! haha , guaikia leh :D After that , something happened which i don't which to mention . )':

Chinese.
You my chinese teacher makes me hate chinese -.- Don't think you very smart , act jigeh only la horsh , cheeszzzeeeeepieeeee. Gahgahs, give me so many words for spelling , guess what ! i left blank. haha, LOL. I now you very pisssed off` but i dont' care la okay , stop discriminating Me & the boys in the class. always praising Serene, don't BIAS la dey ! Zzz. I so hate you ley ! Zzz.

Drifted a thousand miles.
How am to believe all this ? Maybe seriously , I'm not fit to be your cloney , your baobei baby , your pretty baby , your sweetheart , your romeo , your bitch , you girlfriend , your babysmile. Nah , i'm not fit. I've been bad at being a at least friend right ? I mean , look at me & you , since when i was fit with you all. I always seem to be th odd one out left out. I'm so damn fugly amongst all of you ! I just suck. I know that , so if you dun want be my whoever it's okay ! (: I know , it's just th way it is .

Bruised but not broken.
i've been hurt so many times by it , but i've not taken a stand back. thankyou for whatever it is . I've been trying very hard to be your perfectioned lover . But I can't do it somehow. Maybe i've been taken a back. But thanks , for everything. Love is seriously not a thing for me . & Yet , i'm somehow confused.

Withlove .

Tags Reply :
SECRET: Zzz
jasiel : hi ! :)
weiling : relink soon.
passerbyyyy : thanks.
MELODIE : haha, so cute la you , loveyou ! :)
... : thanks , who are yooou ? ;D
ANON : Just go see la lol :X
Carmen : baby ! relinked {:
Anon : haha ! I know you're jealous of mine eyes :X hehhh ! :) it's natural
, hohos, i dun wear contacts yozzz ! thanks anw .

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