I'm your biggest lie,

Sher-boogie, sher-boogie, sher-boogie. This word is cute max to use I tell you. The way the chicken used it was sooooo adorable. Okay, I've been away for quite a long time I supposed. And, I can summarize my school days in one word : Boring. My life has been going on like it's replaying itself. I've a lot to say, I know every single time I say this but in the end nothing comes out, no worries, I'll try to remember them okay.



What should we talk about? Well, let's start with I think I'm crazy. Why? Ever since Tuesday, I've been studying and completing my homework which is weird cause I'm unusually hardworking. But it has been on-going and the feeling of completing the work while others did not feels so great. I have to say, I had a sense of satisfaction. Now I'm left with 2 more assignments whereas I strongly believe at least half the class have more than that. I guess it's all in the mind. To be honest, if you want to know why I'm doing this, I can say truthfully, that this is just to cover my feelings. When you're low you don't want to talk and you do nothing so people will say that you're sad. So instead, I'll do homework shut my mouth up and people think I'm alright. I'd just like to bury myself with work.

Then there's these random conversations that happened over the week:

Narein : Have you seen - ******* before?

Sherman : What? See Jesus *******???!!!

-Laughter-

Narein: No lah, Lizard lah. -.-

/

Wei Kiat : The pingpong got picked up by some idiot.

Bryan: What Indian?

-.-

Hearing problems.



Well moving on, I've a huge issue with my family. They're freaking out to irritate me. f67k. I'm really p67sed off. And I shouted at them today, I didn't want to, but seriously irritating s67t.



Last topic and I'll call it a day I guess. Temperature Taking Exercise. I think it's irritating, if we feel unwell we'll go home right... Right, prevention. It doesn't really help cause you people ain't really strict. Suckers, losers. And, to add on, Tissue Tissue Tissue Tissue Tissue. Excuse me, Tissue don't need $ is it? I'd bring a packet of tissue definitely for my personal use. Yet when people ask from you, of course you give. It's alright, but like what? Being reliant on you? Every one won't bring cause they know you'll give then what? So if I say No, I don't want give. People say I action, say I selfish. Well hell yes, I'm selfish. So? Seriously, tissue = $. Maybe you all have tons of money but I don't okay. I'm from a poor family background. No $. Everything is sponsored by school. Losers. Ugh!! After reading this, don't think I'm angry cause I'm just p67sed. Yeah Yeah, don't take tissue from me cause I very selfish -.-



Okay, I feel so much better pouring out everything that I've had to say. I wanna mention this though, and that is I miss you badly. Everything about you, is forever a part of me so hard to be erased. You were somewhat the most important person to me and yet you left without a goodbye.



Guess what? How can someone and someone in the school not bump into each other for 2 days?! Yes that's me. Ugh!! I miss you.