Life goes on,

Life goes on doesn't it? It won't stop for you just because you're scrutinizing yourself over tiny pea stuffs that happened. It won't stop for you just because you're sad or happy. In all ways, I know that life goes on whether you want it or not. I said I'll be back when I'm better yes? I'm better but good? Nah. I'm far from that. Just feel that tiny bit better.

I picked myself up, finally. Although I'm a person who would go through extreme measures to hurt myself immensely during the first 3 days of a "goodbye", I'd definitely stand up within a week because I'm not weak. Maybe it's great that things happened this way, I know I'd have a bagful of gratitude towards you. For you let me learn how cruel reality is and how promises are broken. Most importantly, in time to come, I'll learn that I can live perfectly without you. It was like a blessing in disguise when you left me to fall for I found someone who caught me. It was never easy, never. And, seeing you go leaves a sharp pain which is hurt that will forever be etched in my heart. I know I will never forget. You departed from me, which was a big great deal. And now, when my emotions are more stable and when I'm in a clear state of mind. To think back, I finally found out who was the one who never failed to be there for me through my hard times, and always at my lowest point, he's there. I'm gratify upon having him. I admit, I'm besotted over you, and doesn't mean you broke your promise that I have to break mine. I will wait for you because I love you.

Thanks to all who have been there,
NCSH, Owl Sunshine Funny, Erwin, Carmen, Elaine, Angie, Sandi, Parvin, Sherman, Jiaqian and all those passer-bys and many more...

Most importantly, thank you husband for being there always. With you, I know I will never fall again ;)