A love like this,

Random pictures I found!


I got a lot to say. But I've already maxed my energy... very tired but no worries I'd go to sleep right after I post this up. So, hello world! How have you all been? School is practically a torture to me, I've to admit although Sherman talk a lot of nonsense, actually some of them are very true and meaningful. He say I fat, he say I no hope already, he say I lazy, he say I stupid. Which I think are true, I am lazy and I don't use my brain then I keep saying "Cannot". I feel so useless at times. Sometimes I really try so damn hard to do certain things but didn't managed to so my thinking is "If I try so hard also can't do, might as well don't do"

Elaine.... if you're reading this, I miss you. I'm so sorry to left you today. Since you were going with them, then I left first. Anyway, you also know why I don't wanna go. So sorry anyway, I'm lil' bastard what, so naturally will bastard you ^^

Next, class outing today, I didn't go because -silent- and that's why. I don't know how it went for the rest of them, but I hope you guys did enjoy! And yesterday night was simply awesome. Thanks so much silly, I really appreciate you. And yeah, I'll cherish you. :-)



Suddenly, I miss you so much... We've separated but I keep thinking about the times we spent, it's so sad we couldn't return back, just so you know, the love is still intact.

Dingdong, I MISS NCSH ^^v I know somehow one day you'll read this. Hehehehehe.



To all those heartless jerks:

"When a girl let's you in to the deepest door into her heart, it means she trusts you fully and believes in you. Do not play and break the trust she handed you for you'll never ever get it back"




My view on this "relationship/friendship/whatever ship" :
I don't think things are gonna end fine. Unless you'll willing to give up * for me, which is impossible, then I'd go along with you. But, for now we'll still remain as one. When the time comes, when you ask for us to go to a further stage, that is when our "ship" will end and if you never wanna proceed to a further stage, by the time, I'd end it with you all the same. It'd hurt but maybe it's best to have a little of those memories, well isn't it? I know you WILL want me to give up in the future for you... but did you think? Why can't you give it up for me?

Kay, flings around :B
bye