Bitterness and guilt,

TYPICAL SINGAPOREANS

This has no particular targets and it's not that I have anything against anyone. I myself, too, am a Singaporean. I don't understand why... why we behave in such a manner? At times, I feel like we're ill-bred. Take my outing last week for an example..

I was waiting for the bus, the Shuttle Bus, I was second in line, when the bus arrived, everyone started rushing near it. When the doors opened, guess what?

Everyone just wanted to rush in blocking the exit.

Tell me how could anyone go down the bus when everyone is flocking near the doors like a bunch of nincompoops? At least, let the passengers alight right? Lol. The next thing, when people finally "made way" for the alighting passengers, everyone started squeezing up like that is the last bus that is ever gonna come, everyone started going all in front of me, like they are the first in line, like I'm last. So I mean, it's alright, go ahead, when I'm boarding the bus, people from the back starts pushing me. Er, did I mention that I wasn't taking my time? Lol. If the person in front of me is not moving, either there are old people, that's why they walked slowly or because there isn't any space left what, use your brain stupid. I feel super irritated!

Then as we reached the destination, everyone once again starts rushing down the bus like idiots, like they have important things to do. Looking at such a scene pisses me off, like how will others look at us?

I.don't.understand.



Okay, I've cooled down much already. So anyway, how was yesterday? Irfan's birthday, whee. One year has just flew past like that, I was so afraid to hand him something, like stupid uh. I mean I known him for so long, and all these, yet I shy. Lol. Okay, anyway, I'm sure he had a great time. Love you dearest. ^^

As you can see in my previous post, please please please help Charmaine fight against her cancer, she's so young... and she's such a cute little girl. Just everyone donate a little bit and she's got an extra hope, we've got to help while we can. What goes, comes around. I believe in helping others in times of need, and when we need help, I'm sure we'll get the help we need. Do help her, c'mon bloggers, netizens, we can do it okay. Do visit DONATION FOR CHARMAINE. Thank you very much.



I've been very busy and emotional in my previous post hor? Like funny, why I so emotional, why I want think so much also? I think I have seriously made up my mind.. and that is to let things come to me. Don't think when it'll come also. When it's time to cross the bridge then I cross, I won't go think about how to cross and all already. Let things come to me. Okay, PEACE.

I've lots and tons of homework to do, I will complete it. I promise I will. Hehehe. Okay lah, I'll blog again okay very very soon. Haha. Any interesting topics you guys have for me to blog about? Or do I have to search for topics myself? Okay, I'll blog tomorrow okay. I'm free on weekends I guess.

I got this from GuiYu's blog, sorry Guiyu, I just took it without asking you, but I did credit you! ^^
Credits: http://randomness-workbook.blogspot.com/



We do almost everything
That lovers do
And that why's it's hard
Just to be friends with you
And everytime your heart is broken
By the fool I want you to know
That it hurts me too
It's hard to wipe your tears away
Knowing you should be with me, tell me

Why, why are we still friends
When everything says
We should be more than what we are
And tell me why
Everytime I find someone that I like
We always end up being just friends

I would hate for you to find somebody new
Who you really love
Cause it could mean losing you
But am I a fool girl not to say
If I'm always scared I'll lose you anyway
Somehow someway I've got to choose
Got to choose no matter if it's win or lose

I don't want to be like your brother
I don't want to be your best friend
I only want to be your lover
When will this end?
If I told you that I want to be in your life?
If you could be the woman in mine

I know, I know, what you've done for me. And I know that this song would be perfect to describe everything happening now. For all that you've done, I'm grateful, I'm glad, I'm happy. And you know, you're just that important to me.


This, I got it from Calista Sweetheart's blog.
Credits: http://calistak.blogspot.com/

Problem with guys :

If you treat him nicely, he says you are in love with him.
If you don't, he says you are proud.

If you dress nicely, he says you are trying to lure him.
If you don't, he says you are from kampong.

If you don't love him, he tries to possess you.
If you love him, he will try to leave you.

If you tell him your problem, he says you are troublesome.
If you don't, he says that you don't trust him.

If you scold him, you are a nanny to him.
If he scolds you, is because he cares for you.

If you break you promise, you cannot be trusted.
If he breaks his, he is forced to do so.

If you hurts him, you are cruel.
If he hurts you, you are sensitive.

So I wanna find a guy who would love me even if I treat him badly, a guy who doesn't mind what I wear, a guy who would never leave me regardless, a guy who would respect my choice of whether I wanna tell him my problems, a guy wouldn't scold me but let me scold him, a guy who wouldn't break his promise no matter what the reason is, a guy who would never hurt me and come back to me with all the sorrys.

Till then readers, thanks for dropping by, I won't be neglecting blowkissestochloe anymore. Hehehe. ^^V

Ask yourself:
Why do you have to hurt me so deep and let me go through extreme pain and such immense hurt that would be etched in me and then you come back to me, with all the sorrys, and saying you wouldn't do it again?