2009/09/08

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Nope, I am not angry. Nope, I am not jealous. Nope, I am not happy. Nope, I am not sad. Hehehe. So what am I feeling now? A little of everything? Maybe. I don't tell you, read on if you want to know...

You know... I was wishing for something to post about, maybe nice restaurants, or even someone to agitate me. Well, I got what I wanted. Excuse me if I am going to say any thing that any of you reading don't like. So... I've already warned you guys, do read on at your own risk. Hahaha. Sounds dangerous. But it's not, it's actually like words being able to pierce through your heart and the blood starts blowing out..... I am starting to be lame. Okay, serious now.

Yes, I am siding him. Okay no, I can't say that. Because I've said I ain't taking sides. But... that posts seems to be helping him in one way or another, yes? Well.... you're asking me to shut up. But i know you know I won't, it's my character to do so. And I don't care who the fuck reads this, because this is my blog. I think I am able to voice out my opinions because this is every right every single person has. And the fact that I didn't know what happened would furthermore supports what I've said in my previous post - "Different people treats different people differently" He treats you bad and everything, that's how he treats you. He has never been that nice to me, but I feel that he is nice by nature. I don't know what happened between you both, but it must have been something you did that made him did whatever to you- and I'm not saying you did anything wrong. You can't go around telling people that he is a bad guy, because I know he isn't. What he does, he does it to you. He didn't do that to everyone else. I said before he is a jerk. Well he's one. I always called him that but I guess I was wrong. And now, I'm trying to make amendments, because I don't have the rights to judge him. I know the way he treated you and everything else, he was a jerk for doing that but like what I've said, he didn't do what he did to you, to me.

Nope, not because I am S's that I take his side. I just can't stand the way people judges someone else just because of what they hear. And.. I did not say that the people who are on your side are at fault. No one's at fault. This is just like a game, if you do not win, then I guess you lose. If you're talking about disappointment, then I am disappointed in you too.

About me making that choice and I told you... because I trusted you. But w.o.w, it's like you told more people. I choose what I like to choose, and it's every single right I deserve. Now you know everything, might as well blog it out to the whole world, let everyone know what a bitch I am. But before you do so, don't mention the other guy. Because I'm the one who started everything.

I know you've been great, telling me everything about *. You also helped me out alot, I know you did. But this is two different matters. I don't understand your post at all. It's like, my purpose of that post is to ask people not to judge him, that's all. But it's like you're going further and further away. Don't bring * into this, don't bring S into this, don't bring anyone else. Because it was just about him. I just wanted people to stop judging him that way. How would you feel if he's telling all his friends that you're a bitch? When you're actually nice to me? Think.

You have your problems and everything else, sorry to have added to them. But I'm just someone who wouldn't get stepped all over and still can afford to shut the fuck up. Because I can't. I repeat again, when I posted my previous post, it was purely to tell people to stop judging one another. That's all.


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Thinking of what Elaine said, well yes. My life has been ruined ever since they entered, ruined ruined ruined. Thanks for ruining it, thanks for bringing troubles and conflicts. Well, congratulation if this is a mission or a task or a diabolical plan you guys have been working on, because you guys succeeded! Your mission is accomplished.

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