Don't regret

I'm sorry for yesterday's abrupt closure of my blog. I was ttly embarrassed of my actions. Ha-ha. Don't ask me how what or why, whatever that I want to disclose, I will disclose now. The rest, don't even bother asking. The moment I committed that action, I went to private my tweets(It still is) and disabled people from posting on my face-book wall(still disabled) and deleted my blog. I was frantic, I just felt so silly to have did that. But I could only tell myself to sleep through it. AAAND, I did. I'm feeling different today, I felt that I didn't had to hold back anything and I would start by re-opening my blog for now.

WELLLLLLL, at the holy time of 12:51am, I sent something to someone to say something. The moment it was sent "Why did I do that?" was in my mind. BUUUUT, I guess that's okay. Because I don't regret as at the point of time my heart wanted to do so. The embarrassing part is that, I accept "No" for an answer, however I feel that that someone wouldn't reply to my something because that someone doesn't know this somebody(ME). And no reply is the most embarrassing thing EVER. EVER. EVER. I have never been "no-replied" before and this is the first, and will be the last that I am EVER EVER EVER going to do something like that. How could I have "fell" for someone like that. I am LOL-ing at myself the whole day. That someone must think that I am weird. At least a reply would be good but I doubt otherwise.

So I shall, just withdraw myself, like perhaps, delete that someone from facebook, stop following that someone on twitter and stop visiting that someone's formspring. Ha-ha.

I am fine, if you know me, you should know that even if I fall a thousand times, I will pick those bits and pieces up and stand up strong. >:P



Meanwhile, Torres is here to ease my embarrassment, uncertainty and heal the wounds of sadness. I know I don't stand a chance. But oh well.........................