The greatest and most important thing that I've finally understood and experienced is "You can do a hundred good things and people take it for granted; that you're supposed to do it anyway(and they don't remember), but once you do just ONE bad thing, people will definitely spot it and remember it for literally FOREVER". It really sucks... The fact that I've been trying so hard to maintain clean sheets, yet I've been spotted for one single black ink stain (just a minute dot)... I'm so angry at myself and only myself because I allowed such a thing to happen. And now I have to freaking buck up and do work and work and work and even if I get annihilated by everyone else for "spoiling the market", that's what I'm going to do. I realized that I have been drifting away from my logo and values in my life and right now I'm honestly working towards coming back to it. I have to stop "loving", be it humans or non-living items. I'd continually remind myself "To love is to be vulnerable".
Moving on to more light-hearted stuff... Had fun traveling with the only saint person in my group, Arnold for the first 3 days. Thursday was slack day and... Friday was basically useless. Okay I'm drifting back to the heavy-hearted. Lol. Back to work tomorrow (Sunday), and the only happy thing for me this week is the making of a new friend :)
Till then xx
(how I look like NOW blogging this post hahaha ok bye) I love my iPad. ❤
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