What Kinda Hurts

...is when:

1. You tell someone literally everything, from little secrets to the big ones.
2. You share most of your activities and hang out with them from time to time.
3. You have the same wavelength and multiple inside jokes and nicks for people.
4. You practically think of them FIRST when you wish someone was there to witness the things you do.

BUT........

at the end of the day, when s/he is leaving, EVERYONE knew and you were the LAST to know. What's worst is not even hearing it from them personally but from others.


Eeeek... this feeling really kinda sorta pretty much hurts.