Strong without you,

I will be strong, that is if I am without you guys. I feel so ruined now. Like for the millionth thousandth time, I feel so insulted because I feel that I deserve better. For the very first time in my mind, I feel I deserve better than this. What have I done to get such treatments? Ever since the day you guys entered, my life has changed.... Not for the better but for the ultimate worst.

Conflicts
Ever since the day you guys entered, my conflicts with all the girls are always there. ALWAYS. Do you want me to name it out one by one here? HA. Not enough space also. And sometimes I think why am I letting you guys ruin everything? And now I want to know, why do you all want to ruin perfect things? Are you guys perverts or something of that sort? Being happy when you see blood oozing out, when you see people going out of breath and all?

Problems
And same goes to problems, you guys would bring problems to me, I wouldn't know if the rest agrees, but it goes for me. I am always caught intertwined between you guys. Do you think I like that? Crazy people. I guess you all are happy seeing what a state you have turned us into yes?

Troubles
Always it is a constant trouble to me, I try to tell myself to just let it go. To just forget it. But I am such a weakling, I keep thinking for you guys. Like if everything would be fine without me? HA. You guys must be thinking, that you've never asked me to care right? Well damn myself, because I just care. That's just me. What do you want me to do?

Damn it, I freaking wish I have nothing to do with any of you. I hope I hope everything will be over this year. I need a break, I need to start anew.

Once again, congratulations to you guys for such a marvelous diabolical plan/mission. You guys did it, mission accomplished. Now you see me suffering in misery, hurt with all the agony, and all the pain I'm wallowing in, the fact I try hard to entered a Xanadu. Happy? You guys really did it you know. Brought me down to the fucking bottom pit hole. WOW. I am so suppressed in me, I need to vent it all out. Notice the recent profanity? Well thanks to you guys. And I guess when you all read this and think it's the few of you, you all will start to hate me like how you hate the others. You guys will say this isn't your fault but mine. Well fuck it, I had enough of you seeing the way you all bully me or them. I don't care how you guys view me from now on. I don't give a fuck. Can you all just leave me alone? I know I'll hurt to see you guys go, it's like a part of me being detached, but at least I know it's for the good of me, no? JUST.LEAVE.ME.ALONE.

Guilty? Well then yes, this post is referring to you you you you and you.