7 things

There are 7 things I'm sad about:

• Farhan Shah is out of Singapore Idol
• Jeffery Nero Hardy is going to court soon
• I haven't seen CMG in a week
• Ncs has moved on leaving me dangling all alone
• I screwed my balance sheet
• My heart is very hurt
• I don't have a chinese as a motivator

BUT!

There are 7 things that will make my 'sad face' to a 'happy face' :

• Farhan Shah will still be performing, I'll support him always
• I know Jeff Baby's case will go just fine
• At least I am thinking of CMG, seeing him too many times will take away the liking for him!
• Ncs is better off without me, I cannot be selfish anymore
• I can still get an A! Confidence.
• I've hurt it a million times, and I know I can heal it
• Heck no chinese. I've found my secret motivator to definitely plus chop come school, no one knows!

Sad is there, happy is there. Overwhelming mixed emotions. I do not know if I should smile or cry, if I smile then cry then smile, I know you'll think I'm a loon. Well 加油 chong! 加油加油加油!

From now on, when I wanna get things like angry things I'll post it as little thoughts, according to my label. If I'm sad, I'll go with 7 things okay. But I'll still update normally of course. Will do a proper post prolly next monday? Or maybe wednesday. We'll see.

-Don't judge if you don't want to be judged