2009/10/08

Little Thoughts

Now I finally realize why I give my blog title to be "Little Thoughts" It's because I've many little thoughts and only when I'm here then can I speak what I want to talk about.

I want to break free from you species. Why?

It's always hard to be entangled in between us. The us consist not only of two people but of more. I hate the way I could allow my heart to be broken again and again. It's like a game to you people. But what is it to us? It is more than that. You guys love to hurt people so deeply, so immensely and then say, I won't care about you anymore, or just throw us aside. Okay then what happens after that? I'd gladly want to move on happily with the life that belong to me, which is MY life, which consists only of ME and my motivations not YOU. But guess what?!?! You guys tie a string to us and pull us back to you. Oh what is this supposed to mean? You need then you use, don't need then throw away? Wow. Then after that you promise to change and to be nice, but after awhile you change throw us away again. Woah, damn fun, throw take throw take.

Curse the fact that I'm weak. Seriously. Because my heart always softens after all the sorrys after everything. Ugh, Why can't I be strong!!!? I wish to detach from you. Yes including you, you didn't know you had my heart broken a million times huh? What I hate most about is, it is pretty much obvious YOU GUYS hurt US, yet you all push the blame to us like it's our fault.

You can choose not to like me, I don't care. But quit the apologies, it's utterly disgusting. But guess what... I said before, no one judges anyone else. So what I've said above equals to zero. Take it as a reminder, think. The very least, stop blaming others and start reflecting. TYVM.

*Guys doesn't necessarily refer to boys, it can be a mixture of girls and boys. Or just girls, or just guys. Don't take it the wrong way.

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