Like a stranger all over again,

Hullo felluw bluggers! ^^ Huhu, what's up with the 'U'? Okay, I was just bored humans. I placed a tagboard up and there are a couple of tags huh! I'm caught by surprise. Hehehe. Thankyou, I'll reply them at the end of this post okay, that's so much to say!! My weekends were mundane, as I spent most of my time doing my art, although it was freaking nonsense, but heck. Sooo, sunday wasn't a good day at all. You know, I know, God knows! ^^


So school started today... It was the same, hours went like minutes, minutes went like seconds and.. seconds went like.... milli-seconds? Huhu. Eh wait.... I'm supposed to be trying out a new blogging style I found yknow! Wanna see? ^^ Huhuhu. Let's start....

Today woke up and go school...
then I walked past 3E1, whoops that's my class...
then I waited for assembly to start...
First period was SS, was quite okay lah.
Then so on and so forth....
I walked pass the library to go to weewee.
Then I walked pass 3E1 again, which is my class, then Mrs Ang call my name. *shy liaoo*

Okay stop, I'll stop being a total idiot, if you get the above little "post" then good, if not, haha. Well.... you cannot find trouble at me, because I like to blog like that, neh ni neh ni poo poop. I'm gettin' more and more childish I know, but I can't help it, I'm just bored, I need to entertain myself.. huhu.


Baby Jeff, I do not care about what you have done, I'll love you all the same. I believe in you, please come back. Well, fluck that man who caused twitter to remove you :( I mizz you so much, it's alright, you'll always be in my heart. I know you're not what CM Punk claim you are... You're someone much better. I don't care about your wife/girlfriend, I believe in you. *HEARTS* You readers too believe in him don't you? ;)

BACK TO THE TOPIC!!! School was really fine, just that cmg didn't come today. Regardless, get well soon sweet child. I hope to see you tomorrow for it's _. Wednesday! Farhan Shah is performing number 11!!!! Vote for him sweetpies!!

BTW, today to whoever you are, I flucking bet you are reading this, otherwise, friends of him/her, do get them to read it. I believe in Karma and karma will go to you, curse you for all your evil deeds you've done today. Thanks for taking that _ from me. You don't know how long it took for me to barely have _ . Thanks huh... Well I hope your kids are borned balless and perhaps without a brain like you. I hope your parents die early. Oh wait, I'm being mean am I? And it's unfair to the others because it's you who committed the mistake. So I'll rephrase everything, fluck you in the face, I hope what you took from me will cause you to get filthy rich in 10 years time, then you go celebrating. Thereafter, eating a fishball and get choked. You'll then start running out to the streets, and banged on to the wall. You won't die yet lah, you rolled to the streets and get run over by multiple cars, fortunately, you survived!!!! Wheeee. Hospitalised for 6 months, you just stepped out of the hospital, and got knocked by a bicycle. Then, you went into a coma, thus turning into a vegetable, and die. Muahahahaha. I'm so mean, but to you, yes you, how could you?? *Let me give you a chance to redeem yourself, place it back where it was ;)

I am happy and my happiness level has been leveled up again! Woohoo. I'm a happy girl, I'm a happy kid. Thankz Angie for all the advices, and crazy girl for being an irritating crazy girl -.- Lalalala, have you been my loyal faithful reader? :)

"Scolding her doesn't make you a bad boyfriend, blaming her doesn't make you a bad boyfriend, not being able to cook for her doesn't make you a bad boyfriend. You're only a bad boyfriend when you are a boyfriend who doesn't care for your girlfriend" - Chloe


I bounce from side to side and edge to edge, tell me where it hurts, I'll mend it all for you, I'm lacking of the freedom, I'm so oppressed by you, I'm now just starting to enjoy that tad bit little freedom. Alas, I know, good things always come to an end and that happiness is shortlived.

Tag replys :

Junyu: Sweetheart! Hahaha. EEE.
Clara: hi bb girl!!!!
Passerby: Haha, thankyou.
CMG: Not funny, sucker.
Angie: FarhanFarhanFarhan*hearts*
lol: LOL. I don't care, neh ni neh ni poooo pooooo.
Denise' :D: Alrighty!!
FELICIA: Hi cutest girl! How's teddiesville?^^
amicell: hi bibi! I missed you too :(
Yk: baby!!! ;)
Passing: Thanks there!
hopper: hahaha, nope, I can't talk, I crap!^^ Thanks!!
hopper2: That's right! baby Jeff melts my heart!
hopper: how cool is that? ;)
- : 619!!! He's so cute!! But baby Jeff is hot!! Whee.
hopper2: O.O

I breathe for you,

I'm in a happy/sad/funny mood. Okay, not too much about the 'sad' part. Because who needs to be sad when she is able to see CMG on a daily basis? Ha ha. *By the way, looking at the time, I started my post at 11 and I am still at only my third line at 12 am* Let's continue! When was my last post anyways? Woah, 21/09 was my last proper post, that is soooo long ago. School... was mundane, but time flies really quick! It's already Friday and I have to rush through my art, ugh!! I can do it! 加油! But one thing, whilst rushing for art, I.got.no.time.for.other.subjects. How? :( Lalala, let's skip the boring part!

My personal best today at frisbee! Hahaha. Stupid noobz, okay I admit I am a noob also, but they're definitely more noob than me! Was very hilarious!! Ha ha ha ha. I repeat again, time really flew past... have to really work hard tomorrow and on Sunday! *Wondering why no pictures right! I think my blog is so boring too, I mean I took pictures, but my phone cranked up, and photos gone* It's okay, I'll take more! This is Chloe Chong for you! Hehehehe.

- Did you guys watch Singapore Idol? Who do you guys support huh huh huh? Guess who I support? ..... Farhan Shah! Wheeeee, he got into TOP12! I'll make sure he gets in to TOP5, and the only way? Vote more, haha. Okay, I'm abit loco :S Crazy chloe. ^^ Btw, Sezairi's voice is damn super nice!!!!!!!!

Kay, I will try my best to stop being wordy. I mean who likes to read a blog with a chunk of words?!?! Next next! See who is this! I don't care even if he have his girlfriend/wife, I still love him all the way to the moon!

(L) (L) (L)

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It's amazing, the way you can speak to me through the wind. The way you can make the stars form a heart whenever I look out. The way you made me exist only in your existence, the way I could be present only with your presence. Even when I know it's hard, I still try. But trying doesn't help if you don't even care, am I right? I just want to see you happy.

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I STILL DON'T LIKE YOU GUYS. HAHAHAHA. I STILL REGRET KNOWING WHAT HAS HAPPENED. Please go eat shxt. ^^ Lalalala, I hate you, really hate you. Hate is a strong word, I'm using it on you. You're always going around telling people nonsense. HA. Guess what? You're a loser! Lifeless creature.

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On a happy note,
:)

Till then bunnies! X
p/s: I've placed a tagboard up! Tag if you want!

Anonymous

You said this was me, heehee. Which part of it does huh! I think it looks like you okay.. Well well, you've been literally squeezing my brain juices, breaking my heart into so many pieces and made my skin tear layer by layer. Seeing your that above face, makes me think I'm a useless friend. Even if the whole world left you or even gave up on you, the very least you can be sure of is that I will be here. Regardless of whatever that may come!! '5 star restaurant, and sitting my the road side for a cup noodles' Remember what I used to say? Heeheee. Wishing upon all the various stars I see at night, hoping for you to stand up on your feet to stand tall and smile at me again like how you used to. It's no use seeing your smiles now, because it's not only hard to see, even if I do, I know it's fake. Weird how I can even develop a sense of closeness to you within a short period of time. Whatever it is, know that I'm here. I ain't gonna quote any thing or big metaphors because it didn't worked everytime! Hahaha.

Cheer up, I'm always waiting for your smile!

Love,
Chloe.

All I ever asked for,

Greetings readers! Haha. Looking at the few pictures... tried to edit it to a faux back ground, but failed! Nope, not the photo editor's problem but mine, I suck at it. Haha. I realised that I'm starting to grow so fat! No!! How can I be fat? I need to start exercising to shed those fats away.

• I was rather busy these few days... Saturday, went to suntec and explored the food fair, it was full of fattening food :( But I couldn't resist temptations so I ended up eating lots of fattening items! It was really fun and I got myself another new tank top!

• The next day I went to Singapore Expo! It was really fun to see all the drifters drifting around! Especially marvelous. I was so intrigued. And it was fun riding in the cars while it was drifting. Heehee. There was also a sale there, and a big hole in my pocket :( But I was happy, managed to get my Levis and hush puppies tank top. My pierre cardin undergarments! Ha ha. I had fun altogether yesterday.

• Today.... I spent my time doing my art. I've a rough idea of what I wanna do already, hopefully I'll not procrastinate and complete everything. Wish me luck and motivate me okay, especially CMG! Love.

Happy posts more often yes, I will have more happy posts. Heehee. Cheers!!

By the way, wednesday and it's SI the spectacular show! Happiness leveling up to see Farhan perform! ^^V I will will will vote for him. Plus a chop to guarantee. Heeeheee.


-The wind blew past me, whispering to me your thoughts for me, I feel it.

I'd break your heart,

Why is my reflection someone I don't know?

Dead and gone,

Hello faithful readers who are currently reading this post, hehehe. Thank you. Anyway, checked out on my nuffnang earnings, like finally huh. And my uniques on this blog are increasing, which means more daily readers. I'm so grateful and glad to all you kind souls out there.

Where have I been the past few days, right? Well, been occupied with school definitely. And a little hooked on to online games, thus neglecting my blog. One more important point, there were no pictures to post up! Ugh!! My phone with crazy and all the pictures are gone, and lately, I'm lazy to take pictures so I guess that explains why! Today I didn't attend school as I wasn't fully well yet, tomorrow heading to school although there'll be two ultimate boring lessons of A maths... Guess what? Since I was sick today, I did up my EL Argumentative Essay, I'm so happy. Hehehe. What's up with the lengthy post I suppose are in your minds? I don't know either. Ha ha.

HAPPY 27th MONTHSARY BABY!! I'll always remember the 170607. Thank you so much for your guidance, your advices, your everything. You're someone I miss so dearly... meet up soon baby, I love you very much, and do cheer up okay.

Yes, must mention!!!! Tyvm to all those who were concerned for me, about me being sick, wasn't really THAT sick, but am touched. Thankyou. Hehehehe.

I miss clone, very much. I am very touched she is going school everyday, I know she won't disappoint me this time right? It's only 3 weeks my dear, so jiayou! I'm always here for you, love you!!

FINALLY A HAPPY POST, I think my brain was conked out by the fever, thus I've forgotten all the bad stuffs ;) Hehehe, but I guess my next post... will be aiming someone out there ^^

Till then fellow bunnies, keep up the views and thankyou for clicking on my ads! Xx.

p/s: Plz advice, should I cut my fringe like the above pix which is 3-4 months ago or should I cute bangs? Or should I just leave my fringe growing? Hmmm..

Perverse minds

I link the people I like to link, and I delete the links which I don't like to link. So don't link me if you want, cause I don't care. And to think I wanted to take my words back, no way. Hehehe, a bitch is a bitch just like you. And, I don't understand why people are viewing my blog when they don't like what I say, when they don't like me. Heeeheee. Crazy retarded ppl, admit yourself to Woodbridge okay^^

Strong without you,

I will be strong, that is if I am without you guys. I feel so ruined now. Like for the millionth thousandth time, I feel so insulted because I feel that I deserve better. For the very first time in my mind, I feel I deserve better than this. What have I done to get such treatments? Ever since the day you guys entered, my life has changed.... Not for the better but for the ultimate worst.

Conflicts
Ever since the day you guys entered, my conflicts with all the girls are always there. ALWAYS. Do you want me to name it out one by one here? HA. Not enough space also. And sometimes I think why am I letting you guys ruin everything? And now I want to know, why do you all want to ruin perfect things? Are you guys perverts or something of that sort? Being happy when you see blood oozing out, when you see people going out of breath and all?

Problems
And same goes to problems, you guys would bring problems to me, I wouldn't know if the rest agrees, but it goes for me. I am always caught intertwined between you guys. Do you think I like that? Crazy people. I guess you all are happy seeing what a state you have turned us into yes?

Troubles
Always it is a constant trouble to me, I try to tell myself to just let it go. To just forget it. But I am such a weakling, I keep thinking for you guys. Like if everything would be fine without me? HA. You guys must be thinking, that you've never asked me to care right? Well damn myself, because I just care. That's just me. What do you want me to do?

Damn it, I freaking wish I have nothing to do with any of you. I hope I hope everything will be over this year. I need a break, I need to start anew.

Once again, congratulations to you guys for such a marvelous diabolical plan/mission. You guys did it, mission accomplished. Now you see me suffering in misery, hurt with all the agony, and all the pain I'm wallowing in, the fact I try hard to entered a Xanadu. Happy? You guys really did it you know. Brought me down to the fucking bottom pit hole. WOW. I am so suppressed in me, I need to vent it all out. Notice the recent profanity? Well thanks to you guys. And I guess when you all read this and think it's the few of you, you all will start to hate me like how you hate the others. You guys will say this isn't your fault but mine. Well fuck it, I had enough of you seeing the way you all bully me or them. I don't care how you guys view me from now on. I don't give a fuck. Can you all just leave me alone? I know I'll hurt to see you guys go, it's like a part of me being detached, but at least I know it's for the good of me, no? JUST.LEAVE.ME.ALONE.

Guilty? Well then yes, this post is referring to you you you you and you.

Don't-wish-to-title-this-post

Nope, I am not angry. Nope, I am not jealous. Nope, I am not happy. Nope, I am not sad. Hehehe. So what am I feeling now? A little of everything? Maybe. I don't tell you, read on if you want to know...

You know... I was wishing for something to post about, maybe nice restaurants, or even someone to agitate me. Well, I got what I wanted. Excuse me if I am going to say any thing that any of you reading don't like. So... I've already warned you guys, do read on at your own risk. Hahaha. Sounds dangerous. But it's not, it's actually like words being able to pierce through your heart and the blood starts blowing out..... I am starting to be lame. Okay, serious now.

Yes, I am siding him. Okay no, I can't say that. Because I've said I ain't taking sides. But... that posts seems to be helping him in one way or another, yes? Well.... you're asking me to shut up. But i know you know I won't, it's my character to do so. And I don't care who the fuck reads this, because this is my blog. I think I am able to voice out my opinions because this is every right every single person has. And the fact that I didn't know what happened would furthermore supports what I've said in my previous post - "Different people treats different people differently" He treats you bad and everything, that's how he treats you. He has never been that nice to me, but I feel that he is nice by nature. I don't know what happened between you both, but it must have been something you did that made him did whatever to you- and I'm not saying you did anything wrong. You can't go around telling people that he is a bad guy, because I know he isn't. What he does, he does it to you. He didn't do that to everyone else. I said before he is a jerk. Well he's one. I always called him that but I guess I was wrong. And now, I'm trying to make amendments, because I don't have the rights to judge him. I know the way he treated you and everything else, he was a jerk for doing that but like what I've said, he didn't do what he did to you, to me.

Nope, not because I am S's that I take his side. I just can't stand the way people judges someone else just because of what they hear. And.. I did not say that the people who are on your side are at fault. No one's at fault. This is just like a game, if you do not win, then I guess you lose. If you're talking about disappointment, then I am disappointed in you too.

About me making that choice and I told you... because I trusted you. But w.o.w, it's like you told more people. I choose what I like to choose, and it's every single right I deserve. Now you know everything, might as well blog it out to the whole world, let everyone know what a bitch I am. But before you do so, don't mention the other guy. Because I'm the one who started everything.

I know you've been great, telling me everything about *. You also helped me out alot, I know you did. But this is two different matters. I don't understand your post at all. It's like, my purpose of that post is to ask people not to judge him, that's all. But it's like you're going further and further away. Don't bring * into this, don't bring S into this, don't bring anyone else. Because it was just about him. I just wanted people to stop judging him that way. How would you feel if he's telling all his friends that you're a bitch? When you're actually nice to me? Think.

You have your problems and everything else, sorry to have added to them. But I'm just someone who wouldn't get stepped all over and still can afford to shut the fuck up. Because I can't. I repeat again, when I posted my previous post, it was purely to tell people to stop judging one another. That's all.

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Thinking of what Elaine said, well yes. My life has been ruined ever since they entered, ruined ruined ruined. Thanks for ruining it, thanks for bringing troubles and conflicts. Well, congratulation if this is a mission or a task or a diabolical plan you guys have been working on, because you guys succeeded! Your mission is accomplished.

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Hello all, sorry for the lack of updates. Have been into Kung Fu Pets on facebook. Highly addictive. Hehehe. Well anyway, been working also on two nuffnang advertorials! Will post them up by tonight most preferably.. And.. oh yes, do help me with churp churp mission!

To all twitterers out there :

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Do help me re tweet that and spread to all your friends! Do take part in voting for the best blogger too! You guys can win up to $1000 worth of cash!

Till then

Edit :/ I'm not doing the advertorials already... There are reasons why. Next time okay. Chances will come. Hehehe

A bus of troubles,

I've been thinking lately... why do I feel like I've got nothing to do? It's like my life has something missing, for the very first time, I had nothing to do. It felt like I was trouble free, like I was happy, as if I was on cloud nine. But the sad thing here was, I realized that I have had been hiding and running away from all my problems. I have been avoiding them, and I thought by doing so it'll at least go away, but instead of letting it shrink, I guess things took a little for the worst. I want to state them all out here, but if I do, I guess only a week's post is then sufficient to list it all out. There's just way too many of them for me to even think about it.

It's like even if it's not your problem, your friend shares it with you so it then becomes part of your problem. And you can't possibly not care, because you already know about it. So you have your own problems, then people starts adding them to you. Your head gets bigger, and it feels like bursting. Just like mine. I feel... my head pounding so vigorously.


The most recent one that has been going around is about... them. I find the quarrels and conflicts redundant. All these can be avoided. Like hello. What has people's relationship got the fuck to do with you guys? Number 1, did they ask for your opinions? Well, hell no. Get some common sense in your heads. And I seriously think you guys have no rights to judge him, not a single bit. He might be a jerk, but I don't think it concerns any of you, well does it? He doesn't treat her good, maybe because of how she clings on or something right? He... is a nice guy to me, he treats me nice. Tell me, is he bad, or good? You can't judge someone just because your friend says that he is bad. You have to experience it yourself. Because different people treat different people differently. At first, I had major issues with her with the new guy she's with, I gave her all the advices I could and if that's her decision, I got no rights to stop her, because that's her life. Who am I to control it? Ain't taking any sides, I just can't stand the fucking way you guys judge people. Just... stop it. We, can help in problems, and not to make it bigger, understand? He is not close to me or anything, but I think at least he's nice. So to those speaking ill of him, just siding the girl, then well fuck you in the face.


Ugh... there's just so many more. Especially my own... I'm at loss. I don't know what I should do. Yesterday, I couldn't sleep... so I randomly drew a mind map and linked my troubles. There's so many... And, I hope I will be able to sleep today. I slept at around 3plus, and I woke up up to 7 times. Eventually couldn't take it so I woke up at 8. Early morning.... :/ Sorry for being so boring and all in my recent posts. I will try to brace myself.

Okay, enough whining for today, just have one last little thing to say : Youuuuu. Wait for me. I know you will. Remember that the stars will always shine, and the wind is constantly blowing. The sun will always shine on to you and even if it isn't, it will always rain. At least only we know what this is right...


Love,
Unknown Blogger Xx

Without you all,

Without you,

the city falls asleep softly

Without you,

the color disappears slowly

Without you,

the trees forget the wind

Without you,

the night is chagrined

Without you,

my music does not amaze

Without you,

my hours are days

Without you,

my heart gets bored

Without you,

my steps are too heavy and not labored

Without you,

my thoughts prevent me from going to bed

Without you,

the time forgets its reasons

Without you,

I am afraid of the next day not chosen

Without you,

the haze conceals the splendid ocean

Without you,

I do not figure or picture anything pleasant,

Without you,

my happiness is forbidden,

My heart without you, is not at all replete, my life without you, is so incomplete..

Without you my readers, my blog would be nothing but an empty soul. Thanks for always reading my blog..... Thanks x999999. I'm happy to have every single one of you, including YOU reading this now (:

Yayyyy, I love this post alot, I don't know why. And you're thinking why without myself? Because without me, I won't be blogging this too. heehee. Okay ah, I will blog again soon bunnies. Till then Xx.

Farhan Shah,

FARHAN SHAH (L)

Yayyyy, he got into the top12! I'm so happy, my hands were practically sweating whilst listening to the results. Zomg. Ken is like whatever seriously, nevermind I know farhan will prove him wrong. Hehehehe. I'll support you all the way farhan! I will. I will.

Visit his blog! : http://farhanshan.tumblr.com
Follow his twitter! : http://twitter.com/effs
Be his fan in facebook! : Fan page

I'm not crazy over him, i'm just being super supportive, and he is cute ttm plzzzzz ^^

The one you love and the one who loves you,

We're often stucked between two types of people :

• The one you love
• The one who loves you

So, how and what are we to do when we meet such situations? Do you or you or you know? Sometimes, thinking is good... it makes me think of many things and at least all these while, I've managed to come up with a conclusion for myself.

The one you love.

When you love someone, it doesn't means that the person would necessarily love you back. Although that person doesn't love you, you often tell yourself you're willing to wait. And even if you can't get him in the end, you comfort yourself by telling yourself love needs affinity. But how are we to control how we feel when we just feel that way? When we just love, we love. It's not as if anyone wants to purposely fall for someone that won't love them back right? -.- And you're willing to give everything up for him, you don't mind sacrificing anything. Your time, your love, your money.... your friends. For the one you love, you go to far distance, to a certain extent, I don't know how this can be under a human's capabilities to do so. That's how you love someone. And then he knows you love him, so he asks you to go with the one that loves you instead of him. And because that's what he wants, you'll just agree and... it wasn't your choice in the end, or was it?

The one who loves you.

In return, the one who loves you is always there for you, he is willing to also give everything up for you. He doesn't mind if he's your spare tyre, he doesn't mind because he loves you. Put yourself in his shoes, it's just like you wanting the person you love to love you back, to at least turn around... With the one who loves you, you are like queen. Whereas to the one you love, you'd always have to chase after them. You're always behind them. At times, you don't have the heart to hurt the one who loves you, so you ended up being with them.

Conclusion.

I have already made my choice, but yet I have drops and cracks of regrets. I once again feel like wallowing myself in misery and to drift myself into a xanadu. Flurry myself in the midst of thousands, I will. And if I could choose again, I rather not meet any of you out there. Just so you know, I've always loved you, with every inch of my heart, and every flesh on me. Always remember, I will never forget you, like how you'll never forget me... One day, if you ever miss me, look up at the sky, and spot the brightest star, for at least we know we're wishing under the same star, and sleeping under the same sky.

Edit/ : Once there was someone who told me, if I loved someone, I should hold on tight and not let go, because we can only love once that hard. Yet, another told me that if we love someone we should learn to let go, so that we can let the other party find happiness. But of which is a choice that I should make? It was never ever of circumstance, but of choice. We all do contemplate, but it's the final choice you make, that matters most. And once you've decided, go on with your choice, do not regret, do not look back -

Love,
Unknown Blogger.
-xo